Wednesday, January 28, 2009

BORING CNY, or at least mostly.

Aight, this year is the most boring CNY ever. It just gets more and more boring every year. Firstly, I'm sick. Secondly, she's not in SG =( Thirdly, the atmosphere is just boring..

At least 2nd day of CNY I found a bit of the atmosphere. Hear my relatives they all talking about the past, my great grandfather and stuff de story. So its interesting. Better listen and know now, if not what if the elderly pass on? Noone will know the story anymore. So yeah.

Today Taekwondo, got my belt. Yellow taped Green. And she's FINALLY BACK! =)

But thinking of 2nd year we might be seperated. Hais. Sadded le. =( Tomorrow is the day for us to choose our 2nd year specialization. Most likely I think she's choosing MME while I go Networking. HAIS..

Really cant bear to seperate. I know this is part of the process in life which must pass by. Like in future what if I go NS? =\ Thinking of it just felt so sad and sian lor. Cant like see her everyday le. And MAYBE, slightly insecure bah? Since I've already decided to put in full-heartedly into this le. Which has been awhile after my ex that I've put in this deep into a relationship. And I'm just hoping, I dont wanna get into that deep hole and unable to escape in future if something BAD happens =\

So yeah, sure will insecure de. Frighten at the thoughts of losing you, and maybe other guys woo-ing or flirting with you? =( Maybe you wont understand how I feel la. But this is how I feel XD I have trust in you. But insecurity is hard to get rid of. =|

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|8:43:00 PM|

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