Here's a SS of my cute lil sniper in RebirthRO ^^.
Okay, recently. Im busy playing RebirthRO. And by saying busy, its REAL busy lol. Morning wake up on and off only when Im gonna go eat, cause to watch video. Then play till night around 9pm. So its like 9am-9pm. XD 12 hours RRO gamer that is! Currently loving my sniper, as usual that is. Kawaii neh! =) Always play RO cause of those cute and nice headgears to doll up my character with lol. Sounds gay ya? But those who like cute stuff should be able to understand. Try out RebirthRO! And thats why in RO, im forever using a gal character, and forever a sniper. =) Im loyal de hoh. Dont always change job or gender de lol. Just that the name changed le. Since its taken. I used Illyasviel in the past. Wanted to put Shana, but got taken too. So I thought of combining both of my favourites together. So currently, my IGN is NekoShana. Cool ya? XD Cat + Shana = <3!
And so here is a quizzy, which was being tagged by XY de. Hmm. Lets roll then. ^^
List out the top 5 birthday present that you wish for:
1. PS3
2. Accompany + Friends
3. Everything goes smoothly
4. Family and people whom I cared for having good health for the entire time
5. Dont have to stress over anything + Improve my damn attitude
Answer the following questions:
1. The person who last tagged you is...
Xinyu Mei.
2. Your relationship with him/her is...
God Sis / Bro
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her.
Easily angry, Responsible, Caring, Fun to be with, Too formal at times.
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Hmm, should be saying that she actually bought me a pressie bah. Haha, since I dont celebrate birthday, so I dont expect any pressies too. Just a small wishing would be enough ^^
5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you
Dont really know le. But she among all my sis, call me Kor the most. ^^
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will..
Accept what fate leads us to. Haha.
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she should improve on
Improve her temper bah, kinda same as me lol.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
Never will have this day. Neither do I want to see it happening.
9. If he/she becomes you enemy, the reason will be...
My attitude + heck care attitude? XD
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is...
Meet her up and go arcade or what XD Thats where is fun lol. Laughter!
11. Your overall impression of him/her is...
Hard on the mouth, Soft in her heart.
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Someone who aint easily be able to get along with, and bad attitude.
13. The characteristics you love about yourself are.
Dont really have one. Maybe just the one which is I always tries to care the ones whom I care but ending turn out being KPO. -.-
14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are..
Attitude + Too easily get pissed off.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is...
Just be myself, but modify my damn temper and attitude.
16. For people that care are like you, say something to them
???
17. (pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
(random) [** don't really need to do]
1. Yan Ling
2. Ting
3. Shu Na
4. LJ ( Just think it mentally lol. Since you no longer got blog. )
5. Xian Zhen
6. Edward ( My class last time de. )
7. Rizal
8. Venessa
9. Bryan Kor
10. Sin Yu
18. Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?
Not really sure. But think have. XD If in the past, I will just say, Fann Wong.
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Male
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Holy shit! Actually I think they made quite a GOOD couple XD
21. How about no.8 and 5?
They aint Les. LOL
22. What is no.2 studying?
Ngee Ann. Nursing.
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Quite some time le. The last time should be when she wishes my Happy Birthday.
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
She likes those sad sad songs de. But for band, I guess SHE bah.
25. Does no.1 has any siblings?
2 sisters if im not wrong.
26. Will you woo no.3?
Nopey, she my sis. And it will stay as it is.
27. How about no.7?
Im not gay, but Riz is kinda =X Joking.
28. Is no.4 single?
Yup.
30. What is the hobby of no.4?
He ah, being out together with gals.
31. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
They dont know each other.
32. Where is no.2 studying at?
Ngee Ann Poly
33. Say something casually about no.1
YOU LING CHAN!
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Secret XD
35. Where does no.9 live at?
Kovan Condo.
36. What colour does no.4 like?
Black Black and more Black.
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Classmates, best friends? Aint sure about it.
38. Does no.7 likes no.2?
Hmm, nope. They are merely ex-classmates
39. How do you get to know no.2?
Classmates for sec 1,2 and 5
40. Does no.1 have any pets?
Nope.
41. Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
Yeah SEXY! As a guy that is =X
42. Do you think its possible if no.4 and no.5 date each other?
We will never know XD
43. Say something more about no.6
Fann Wong siao! He's someone who gets along well with almost everybody.
44. what is your relationship with no.9
He's my kor~
45. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from.
1. Yan Ling - Fajar
2. Ting - Ngee Ann Poly
3. Shu Na - ITE Macpherson
4. LJ - ITE Balestier
5. Xian Zhen - SG Poly
6. Edward - MDIS ?
7. Rizal - ITE Macpherson
8. Venessa - SIM
9. Bryan Kor - Forgot which Poly
10. Sin Yu - ITE Macpherson
46. What would you do if no.10 hates you?
Its gonna be real scary man. Try to mend up the prob ASAP.
47. Which of the following are in a relationship?
Miracle. NONE XD
48. How did you first met no.3?
Sec 1A1 Fajar.
49. How would you react if no.3 and no.10 are together?
They aint les.
50. Last question! What would you do if no.4 tells you she is pregnant.
Congrats LJ, you have fully turned into a GAY. XD LOL Joking.
Eh seriously bloody hell. Whenever Suf go for Taekwondo + I pair up with him. I gets injured -.-" So today, while training kicking the targets, Suf kicked my hand instead. And I injured my 4th finger. Its swollen + blue-blacked. Damn pain man. Wtf lo. His aiming seriously sucks -.-" So much strength but no accuracy. Also no use ya?
Anyway, Im gonna start RebirthRO, a private RO server. Anyone interested can join me. ^^ Just google RebirthRO and you should be able to find the link. Cheers!
Today morning woke up straight, bathed then went to meet LJ and Roy @ LJ house le. Should have met at bus stop, but Rald, Suf and Jia Wei late. So we waited at his house. Then as usual, there's late comers. Then we went to Sheng Shiong buy water. Then went to that Ulu Pandan Basketball court to play le. They played a mini-basketball game called as Bullet. Dont really know how to explain. But just that 1 by 1 is eliminated and the 1st to get eliminated gotta run 12 rounds around the court, then follow by 10, 8 so on and so forth. So first to get elimited are as follows, Jia Wei, Roy, LJ, Rald, Suf then me. So Jia Wei gotta run 12 rounds, but he ran back home saying got things to settle -.-" So they ran. I just gotta run 2 rounds, but end up I run 14 rounds. Since I dont feel tired at all. And can train up my stamina. Heh, treat it as I help Jia Wei run la. Its seriously not tiring for me lo. Dont know why. So long never exercise still can make it XD Roy ah, after running, turned pale. Machiam gonna faint ANYTIME man. Woot. Then after all, I bought Bubbletea, cup noodles and sushi to Suf house eat as lunch. Then stayed till 5+ then go home.
Wooo, my Chinese birthday today XD
Yep. Today went for my CCA D-Tech outing. A paintball outing. So, I met Roy and Suf @ Panjang LRT @ 1030 and as usual. They late. So ending? 1100 then met all of them. Then we set out. We are all supposed to meet @ Khatib MRT there. So we went, and reach 20 mins earlier. So we went to 7-11, bought the Whipped potato + drink combo for 1.50$ and ate as breakfast, though at home I already ate maggie mee la. So, we are supposed to meet @ 1200, ending a lot late, even Madeline, our Admin late. So ending 1+ then set out to the place. Then briefing bla bla bla. We, 32 players were split into 8 teams, 4 in each. My team against Roy's was the first to start. We played 2 rounds, since the 1st round end around 1 ~ 2 mins? Cause we got the 2 objective items and end the game. And Roy lose their first. And since we got paintballs left, ( We were given 50 ) we had our second. Ending we still win. I was crouching @ one corner. Noone really noticed me. And I actually shot down 2 ~ 3 XD. And I didnt get shot at all once! XD Our team think only 1 or 2 got shot. Hehe ^^ Im kinda good eh? Accurary + Avoidibility XD. Then among 32 players in total for D-Tech, only 3 didnt got shot. And Im one of them. Power! =)
After than went back to plaza, LJ and Rald came to find us. Me and Suf ate @ Long John, Roy went home. Then on the way back, Roy kept trying to think of our ex-classmate name. Whom is Meharhaj (SP). Lmao man. Ending I SMS Venessa to ask. Then after eating, we went to library play abit of MH. Then in there saw a suspicious particle, which is Wei Ze XD ( Heh dont mind me. I like to use the word suspicious particle. ) Then we went back home. Thinking about it, Suf and Roy yesterday actually bought Played ( A slight porno magazine. ) and FHM. I was like WTF -.-" AllahDamnIt man. Tomorrow we are gonna to go for Basketball in the morning. Phew. Gonna be a good work out man. Tiring too XD
Hmm okay. So today went out to plaza with LJ and Suf, planned to go Clementi to eat Botak Jones, ending that Suf no money. Then kinda du lan. He forever like that. Say wanna go, then never go. Ending? We go to Queensway AGAIN to change his dumb screen protector, with Riz that is LJ went home. He never checked then buy, then wrong size go back change. First time I see people buy never check. Then go home ah, he STRAIGHT away oepn the sticker and try pasting. Omg. Most people will like not open it and place it on screen see how first. He go open. Ending cannot refund. So he gotta pay 6$ for a new one. 5$ off the original price, since that person kinda pity him lol. Tomorrow is our D-Tech Paintball outing day! Woohoo. Guess its gonna be fun. * Prays dont get blue-blacked though *
PS. Tomolo school reopen for the Secs! WOOHOO. Good luck and enjoy. O levels are real NEAR now! =) I still got 2 more weeks to go. DAMN BORING!
Okay, so yesterday I stayed home. Didnt go out. Since LJ's dad ask him to stay home. Yeah. BORING. But oh well, my PSP keep me company for the ENTIRE day. Lmao. Think I charged it for around twice. Oh ya, Suf is back. So yesterday was just busy playing my MH. Farming for my items and killing those elder dragons ^^ Finally able to kill them. Elder quests. And yeah! KILL or Keep them away. XD They didnt manage to fly afterall. So today the plan is to meet LJ and Suf up @ 2pm @ interchange. We're heading down to Queensway, partly to walk walk, and the another part? Suf wanna buy his laptop casing. Bloody hell. His newly bought laptop RAM is 3GB! Its like wtf? Hello? Mine is only 2GB. A laptop with that massive of RAM = useless. XD Oh and, he yesterday went to Sim Lim to buy the Linksys for his wireless connection. Woohoo. He bought and called me to tell me about it. And I was like hehe, you called too late. Sim Lim is well known of being a black market in SG. Since the increasing amounts of foreigners coming to SG thinking Sim Lim is the hub for ALL electronics stuff and is cheap, the shop vendors there already marked up their price up. Ok take for an example. A R4DS Flash card for NDS cost around 40~50$ outside. Guess how much Sim Lim is selling it for? Near 100$. Yeah. So please please please, be SMART. Dont ever go Sim Lim to buy stuff. Checking of info still alright. But buying? Certainly not. You're just dumb if you go there, spending like 1.5 or 2x more of your MONEY. Holy shiet, if you're that damn rich, give me la XD A suggestion, go Funan IT mall for your electronics from now on. Its cheaper. Its like the OLD OLD Sim Lim where stuff are cheap. Dont be a dumb dumb and go Sim Lim anymore. That place is for those RICH dumb foreigners to waste their money in SG. Not for SG to waste money on SG. Be smart!
Be a Man, do the right thing! XD ( Quote from Russell Peters )
Hmm, so after Queensway, we are going to Red Hill for our dinner most probably. Then we are heading back to Panjang area, most likely they are coming my house. Not sure about this. Since Suf wanna bring his lappy along. He wants me to help him install Microsoft and Photoshop. The essentials for our ITE course. Heh. Gotta see what time we reach Panjang too XD Since usually we go Red Hill eat, the time we reach back is already 7+ 8+. So yeah, gotta see then =)
Woo. So today, I decided to go plaza to rot along with ol'pal LJ. Lol. We went there around 12+ play PSP~ Till around 2+, he go eat @ Kopitiam, I drank my bubbletea ^^. Then went back to Library play PSP again. Lmao. Till around 4+ when his PSP battery is a goner. Then we went home. I bought 2 posters. 1 of Tifa, and 1 of the FF13 main gal. While LJ bought the same Tifa one, and a One Piece poster. He bought his newest Naruto manga too. Rich guy ya? XD Tomorrow guess we might be going to Taka and Queensway. Queensway first to look look see see for job. Then Taka to meet up with Ailena then have my dinner @ my old old old favourite, ToriQ. Wooooo. Long time never eat le. Miss the taste of it man. See how bah. LJ gonna confirm with Ailena first then inform me. Hope got some place to go. Then wont rot @ home. Its sian one ya.
PS. My MH finally HR7! G* Woo! XD
Thinking back, I remember that 1 day I took bus in the morning. The bus was DAMN CROWDED. Then got 1 bangla standing infront of a sitted quite old Uncle. Then he dont wanna move to the rear. Then that Uncle was saying OUT LOUD, move move, move your butt to the back. Then that bangla never moved at all. He said, nowadays these foreign bastards, dont understand English or what. Stand there like machiam a statue. Then the bangla was gong gong standing there like a retard. I was LOLing lo. DAMN funny Im telling ya.
Anyway these 2 links of youtube video, I recommend you. Damn funny. Kinda racist too. Dont mind it too much though, treat it likely. Have a good laugh ^^
http://youtube.com/watch?v=24Ryj1ywoqw
http://youtube.com/watch?v=1uwOL4rB-go&feature=related
Its raining now! Wee. Cooling cooling. <3 it. Just came back not long from Taekwondo. Met only with Tony. WX = work. Suf = MiA @ Msia. Dont know where the heck is he. Most likely kena kidnap or what liao XD Since there jam like siao because of those people who go against the oil price increasing shit. Damn boring nowadays. So now Im like dazing at the computer screen, listening to my Japanese songs. BORING! Feel like sleeping sia. Dark sky, dark room, Japanese songs, nothing better to do. XD Feel like going back to Maple. But its like no longer the same. Noone playing it anymore. How I miss the old days. Where everytime I log on, sure got a lot people online chatting @ Buddy list. Now all is different le. Hais. Things change, people change. Blardy hell. Damn miss the old days la. =\
So, holidays started for few days already. And damn it, Im at home feeling damn bored. Nothing to do except to see the computer screen, YEAH and I mean REALLY looking @ it. Playing PSP / NDS. Or watch TV. Omg, this life to me is GOOD in the past, since I got some good games like MapleStory to play and waste time. But now, those are getting boring. And life is different now. Since maybe Im 18, and the feeling of being a child is gone. I prefer going out, be it ANYWHERE. As long as there's accompany and wont be bored. Thats good enough. And ITE life is totally DIFFERENT. Its kinda good. Fun I must say. So I'd rather go to school than to stay home and and rot. Period. Gonna rot at home for at least 4 days a week. Tomorrow gonna go back to school for Taekwondo~ Wee. Wont be that bored at least, for the earlier part of the day. Heh. If you guys wanna jio me out, just drop me a SMS. Most likely, I will turn up ^^
Yeah, Today is the Friday the 13th. A bad day for the Christians. If im not wrong, its the day where Devil, Lucifer was born. And coincidentally, Im borned 18 years back today. Woots. <3 Lucifer haha. So today, first person to wish me Happy Birthday was Venessa. Lol. Thanks alot le XD Gotta thanks all those who wished me too. I know some intend to do so, but either forget about it, or dont know when's my birthday. Heh. So today went for movies, Narnia 2 together with Dom, Pat and Dan. JY coming for the 2nd movie Hulk. I left after the first since I going to Queensway to buy my NDS. Yeah, I bought my long desired NITENDO DS LITE! Woots. Its in Metallic Pink! <3 Pink Haha. Then when outside near Cineleisure, saw Chen Han Wei. Heard from Dom that he's pretty gay. Openly being gay in the Fitness club. I was like WTF? Yesterday went to cut my hair too, forgot to mention. Then I saw Emily lol. She saw me too, and I was kinda surprise that she actually KNOW me. Lmao.
Oh well, now with NDS. Its time for my Pokemon DIAMOND!!! Muahahaha~
Oh well. Today is the last day for my class IT1B, then it will be term break. Woohoo will be a word for everyone. To me, nah its gonna be boring. Staying @ home and rot. Holy shiet. I still prefer going to school. Seriously, schools never had been that fun for me. ITE life is real cool =) Friends, Studies and Games too! So today, our MME group, " The Chosen Crews " finally completed our Video on Sang Nila Utama. The Singapore Heroes themed base for our project. We submitted it for competition too. 1st prize gonna get 3k$ ! But to me, doubt we will be able to get it. If split among us 6, 500$ each man. =) Woots! NDS will be my NEXT target. Haha. But seriously, gotta use William Hung phrase. We've done our best, and we do NOT have any regrets. Be it win or lose the competition. We've done our part and our very best. * Phew, damn tiring Im telling ya. Can see stars when editing the video scenes. Its like gonna use magnifying glass to see the EXACT spot to cut and edit. But still, we managed it. And mostly gotta thanks to Gerald. * Our main point for this video is the MME test marks. Yeah, its part of our exam mark. The last one which contributes 15%? I've gotta a B. Hoping this will get an A. So I will AT LEAST get an 3.0 GPS to be safe. And best of all, a 3.5GPA will be the best! Heh.
Hmm so tomorrow gonna be my birthday. My dad bought some seafood "Zi Cha" stuff up and ate just now. Yummy! Stingray~ Wee. My favourite. Its + Sambal chilli somemore. Woots. Dad's gonna work tomorrow so he bought it today. Gotta thanks him for that =) We dont celebrate birthdays, and those special days except for Chinese New Year. So yeah, its good enough and Im used to it. Birthdays to me aint anything special. So celebrate or not, makes no difference. Though will be kinda sad. But its alright. =) Will be able to manage. Heh. Guess Im gonna get myself a birthday present. Either a External HDD or the PSP Portable Charger. =)
But overall, my MAIN birthday wish will be to be with that certain someone. Its a She that is. Currently, the status of me and her aint what Im hoping for. Hope she will know what I mean =) I dont wanna be just this. But another status. Haha. Chances of her noticing and knowing is low I know. But still, its my wish for my birthday. Haha ^^ Fairytales DO come true. Just that its sooner or later.
To her,
The hahaha guy is NOT me. In case later you mistaken thats me, I should just note it out here first. I dont do those kinda stuff.
And as I said, I DONT intend to scold you. Those stated in my blog are just some comments and feelings I kept for quite some time, deciding to let it all out at once to clear it once and for all. If I were to say anything on ANY ones blog, I WILL put my name as "Shao". For this, sometimes people can impersonate me. I cant say anything about this though. But what I can swear is that, I DONT backstab people. Neither do I post anonymously. I do things brightly. Not hiding in the dark.
Here are some pics that we took during MME lesson on Thursday. Heh. IT1B ROX! TA TA U =)
Hmm, so it seems she read my blog. And now she's complaining in her blog about my post lol. Anyway, blogs are meant to comment on whatever we want, so if you dont like what I say, dont read. Noone forced u to read and agree on what I said. Blog to me its just meant to be kept as a memorial. Be it happy or sad. Memories will still be memories, and its worth going through it in the future. To see what silly stuff we did or once treasured before.
And regarding her saying that I push all the blames to her. Hmm did I? Im just voicing my OWN personal opinions. Unless she can say she did NOT do all those I stated before. Which I doubt will be true. And she said I let her down first. Hmm lets see. The past, I DO remember clearly its AFTER she started work, she changed. I know due to stress. I tried to understand. But dont you think when I SMS you, you can at least try to reply ? She did not. As I said long ago. I waited for her SMS through midnight. She didnt reply at all. And I asked why she didnt, she said she was tired. For this, I can clearly say this. No matter HOW tired I am, I will reply. Be it early or late. At least a reply will do. Kinda reassure that you're alright and safe. Dont make others worry. So my thinking of this is wrong I suppose? 1 thing I can say. Since young, Im OVER-Protective over stuff and people. In the past when I stayed @ my cousin house, when they didnt return home when its quite late, I will call them up and check whether they are alright. And sure, sometimes they did not answer. But usually they did. If didnt, I will stay up and wait for them. So Im wrong here as well? And oh ya, the other time requesting a break up, I remember CLEARLY its you who hinted that. Keep using stress as a answer for break ups. And you said my fault when you yourself place whatever stuff which made u stress into the relationship. Do you think its fair for us both? Break up cause of something not even related to us?
And now you said you hate me. Actually, when you posted them. I kinda smile. Its good you feel this way. Then I wont have any guilt or whatsoever for giving this up. Hate me, despise me all you want, as I said in the earlier post. I wont force upon anyone's thinking. Its yours. And I respect it. No matter how much you despise me, I cannot deny the 1 fact. You are still the one I loved most, just that now, its in the past already. =) Just hope you can treasure your stead now. Treat it seriously. Treasure it. You're already not young anymore where you can flirt around like its nothing wrong. Feelings cant be played with. Once played, prepare for the consequences. And regarding the still be friends part. Yeah I said that. But no longer after you posted that post that you still love him so much and bla bla shit. So all along you're lying to me? So this is actually known as playing around with feelings if you dont know. Thus the hatred I had for you. Oh and, I didnt wanna scold you. This is just personal thinkings which had been kept for so that damn long. Thus the release HERE @ my blog. Thus I dont plan to scold you, so why should I say it right into your face? Make no sense ya? Since you suggested I should just scold you in person, face to face. When I dont even intend to do so. Heh. Scold = Tossing hatred words and even vulgars @ that person. But Im not doing so. I hated you, but this is infact not those kind where face to face is able to say. This is all just plain feelings.
I wont have any guilt. Since I said it before. I liked another gal AFTER we break up. And you said I let you down first? I dont think so. Since you're the one who stead with that guy after you start work not long. And oh ya, if I did not remember wrongly, we break AFTER you start work. So its like break here and stead there. And since we break, you can like others, furthermore stead, why cant I just simply like someone? And I did NOT stead yet. Im aint someone who can forget feelings easily. Maybe you can, but I cant. So dont treat me as if my thinking is like you. Oh and, I did not hate you when you reject. I hated you cause that you keep me in the dark that you're still with your stead and told me you break. And taking it as if you're single, thus I tried the chance. I hated it when you lied about it. You ARE playing with feelings. When you said you might accept this, but in your heart, you like that guy still and is with him. This is seriously like WTF. And furthermore, people out there who know me well enough should know that Im more of an anti-social person. Dont really talk much to strangers, guys. Furthermore saying I talk to gals? Haha. That will be nonsense man. In our class, guess the only time I talk to gals is like just asking something related to work or CCA. The rest of the time, I dont talk. Oh well, I dont wanna whine on this anymore. Just let this case close. Peace out~ ^^
Hmm. Lets see. These few days, Sec school should start their June Holidays le ya? Except for those O levels ones. Heh. Too long never study in Sec school. Already forgot what is what. For us ITE ones, still got 1 more week to go! Seriously. I dont feel like having holidays. Damn boring at home. I rather go school. XD. These few days, we are damn busy with our Video project. Tons of problems crop up as well. My job in the group is kinda actor + editor + commenter. =) Cause Im best @ giving comments and ideas heh. Nowadays whenever I on com, dont even feel like playing any games. Just view forums and webs. Post stuff around here and there. And blog hopping. Seriously, can at least let me find some feel in gaming again? If not holidays damn sian one le. Maybe just need certain someone to play with me. =X Then maybe got mood to play lol. Any games. As long as got that someone. Lmao.
Anyway, my birthday is soon to arrive. @ 13th June aka Friday the 13th. The day where devil was borned. So in future, please do call me, Lucifer. =)
Nowadays, My life's pretty good. Except for 1 thing. Im kinda hot-tempered nowadays. Hmm. Dont know why, but i hated it. Bleh. Sorry to whoever Im rude to. I didnt meant to do so, just cant control it. But im sure, things will get better! Since I outta the hope already, ( pfft, just so damn disappointed and most of all, pissed off over myself, but the heck I can fall in love SO DEEPLY with such a gal. Being lied to for the ENTIRE time. Saying she broke with her ex, her ex not good. Dont care her, and YEAH. She told me all of that, thus me being dumb believe her. Even tried to care for her. Ending? The guy ignore her, she find other guys. When that guy care about her again, she went back to him. Need love from others, bla bla bla, and dont trust relationship anymore, bla bla bla. And BEST OF ALL, dont wanna get into relationship for the time being. Ending the next day? She's with another guy. STEADY. Woohoo. Im just dumb to trust such a person. Pure and simply DUMB. First time I admit that myself is that damn BLOODY dumb. Holy shiet. *Bang head against wall* ) everything will turn back to normal? I would say, BETTER! =) So now, Im kinda back to CS, as a Co-Leader now with zuzu. Since im tired of taking care of clan stuff already XD
I SWEAR. I will not ANY O HOW care for ANY DAMN BLOODY ONE, unless SERIOUSLY, I trust her and know her well enough. ^^ * Kinda have 1 in mind =P *
Woo. Saw her blog. And now she's with ANOTHER guy. Yeah. YET another guy! WOO! Im aint surprised. More like expected. Bravo~ Whatever. I FULLY gave up liao. So fuck it XD And she said happy 6 months to that whoever. Woo? So all along she's with another guy. And can tell me, she might accept me. Woots! TOTALLY FLIRT! Yeah now I fully known her true colours. And yeah. I gotta admit, NOW i trust the rest. SHE IS FLIRT. All along, she said to a guy, she's true to him. But ending @ the back? She's telling OTHER guys, i donno how to answer you. Machiam treating all guys as backups. Break then find another 1 patch or stead. Typical flirt eh? So all along, im being hidden in the dark. Still think that I trusted her SO damn bloody much. Bloody hell. Wasted my time on her. Shouldnt even be that damn true to her. Having to love her so DEEPLY, and all along she's lying to me? She just like attention from guys. More the merrier. Then can stead break stead break. Treating guys as toys. So whoever is with her now, good luck eh. Soon, you might be played too. Good luck! And to her, seriously. IM VERY DISAPPOINTED in you. I wont trust any gals from now on anymore. Its seriously make me damn furious lo. With you, she sweet talk you. At back? She's sweet talking other guys, acting as if she got no stead. And flirt @ the back. Then the guy will think she likes him. And when she's tired, she break the current one, and go for the another one.
I tried very hard not to mention this word. But seriously. Dont you think, this makes her a slut like what others told me and stressed me about it before? Hmm. Totally SO DAMN TRUE!
Woo. After keeping all these "vulgars" in me for SO long, i let it out. Feeling that damn good now. =) To be frank. In my heart, there lives someone else. And all along, Im waiting as well. Soon, it might be over the wait. =) You might know who you are. And seriously, I do really hope you know =)
PS. For your info, I only started have this feeling AFTER i break with HER. So I did NOT liked 2 person at once. What I said in the past that my heart can only contain 1 gal who are THAT important, its true. Now this current one is FULLY out. The another one is what I left with inside. Trust me on this. ^^
Okay first off, im going back to Yugioh @ my PSP~ <3 Today just manage to save data from my DVDs. Damn the Cycle Reduncy Data Error -.-" School's been easy today. SLACK! But next week test le. We are SO GG man. Fixing the computer hard-drives, CD ROM and setting the CMOS thingy. Holy shiet. Im so dead. Lets hope I can make it. At least 3/4 of it =P
Nowadays im seriously into Shana. Holy shiet. She's SO cute! =) MOE~ Hehe. Im so gonna customize myself a Shana shirt in the future like what Roy did XD. Damn him, he used my Shana =\ Anyway yesterday went to Bugis. Play play play. Spent 10$ on Sango, 4 games. 3 common cards, and 1 rare silver one XD LU XUN~ LOL. Then we went Marina Square to eat. Yummy, Mushroom Chicken Chop~ Woots. Then we walk to Esplanade, walk walk walk. Then went back to Plaza. Bought Sharkfin's soup @ Pasamalam. And went to Garden Plaza to eat. Seriously, Nowadays. Im Shana AND Food Craze. XD
Kelvin aka Shao
GPA 3.5 above
[[ The Wives ]]
kairi [kingdom hearts]
[[ The Mage Power ]]
Roy Kelvin Sufyan
[[ The Related ]]
bryan [kor]
[[ The Memories ]]
January 2005
[[ The Clock ]]
18+
1.75m / 55kg
ITE West Dover : Info Tech
<3 NEKO!
<3 <3 <3 SHANA!!!
<3 Strawberry ^^
<3 Bitter Choco =)
<3 Mint~
<3 Sad and Emo Songs [Classical / Oldies]
WoW ShadowSong : NekoShana
PSP : Metallic Blue
NDS : Metallic Pink
[[ The Wishlist ]]
To find a gal I truly love <3
To be with the gal I love
Success in everything
Gaming stuff
Able to master WoW Mage class ^^
nagato yuki [melancholy of haruhi suzumiya]
rikku [final fantasy X]
yuffie [final fantasy VII]
millia rage [guilty gear]
primula [shuffle!]
illyasviel von einzbern / ilya [fate/stay night]
natsuki [mai-hime]
shana [shakugan no shana]
fate testarossa [magical girl lyrical nanoha]
toda erika / misa [deathnote]
kari [digimon]
shiki [the world ends with you]
HER!
amanda [jie]
wenhui [jie]
daphne [jie]
edelyn [jie]
shuna [mei]
wanxin [mei]
xiuwen [mei]
xianzhen [mei]
xinyu [mei]
peixuan [mei]
kaichi [mei]
meilian [mei]
huili [mei]
maki-chan [didi]
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ailena
bryan -kor-
carina
cerenna
chwee kok
clarissa
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dan
daniel
diya
edward
felicia
fildza
iris
jessie
jie ting
jian zong
jocelyn
jun chang
jun ru
li jiang -cockroach-
ling jia
maki-chan -didi-
mas
mr eddy
mr ken ng
mr leroy sng
mr royston lee
mr yong
ms shawna
ms wong
patrick
pei xuan -mei-
peter
sandy -special one-
sharon au
shikin
shu na
sin yu
ski
sofie
ting ting -gal gal-
tom
tony
venessa
weely -mei-
wee xiang
wei ze
wen hui -jie-
xian zhen -mei-
xin yu -mei-
xiu wen -mei-
yan ling
zhen chuan
[[ Don't talk crap, it's fucking rude ]]
Here's a SS of my cute lil sniper in RebirthRO ^^.
Okay, recently. Im busy playing RebirthRO. And by saying busy, its REAL busy lol. Morning wake up on and off only when Im gonna go eat, cause to watch video. Then play till night around 9pm. So its like 9am-9pm. XD 12 hours RRO gamer that is! Currently loving my sniper, as usual that is. Kawaii neh! =) Always play RO cause of those cute and nice headgears to doll up my character with lol. Sounds gay ya? But those who like cute stuff should be able to understand. Try out RebirthRO! And thats why in RO, im forever using a gal character, and forever a sniper. =) Im loyal de hoh. Dont always change job or gender de lol. Just that the name changed le. Since its taken. I used Illyasviel in the past. Wanted to put Shana, but got taken too. So I thought of combining both of my favourites together. So currently, my IGN is NekoShana. Cool ya? XD Cat + Shana = <3!
And so here is a quizzy, which was being tagged by XY de. Hmm. Lets roll then. ^^
List out the top 5 birthday present that you wish for:
1. PS3
2. Accompany + Friends
3. Everything goes smoothly
4. Family and people whom I cared for having good health for the entire time
5. Dont have to stress over anything + Improve my damn attitude
Answer the following questions:
1. The person who last tagged you is...
Xinyu Mei.
2. Your relationship with him/her is...
God Sis / Bro
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her.
Easily angry, Responsible, Caring, Fun to be with, Too formal at times.
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Hmm, should be saying that she actually bought me a pressie bah. Haha, since I dont celebrate birthday, so I dont expect any pressies too. Just a small wishing would be enough ^^
5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you
Dont really know le. But she among all my sis, call me Kor the most. ^^
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will..
Accept what fate leads us to. Haha.
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she should improve on
Improve her temper bah, kinda same as me lol.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
Never will have this day. Neither do I want to see it happening.
9. If he/she becomes you enemy, the reason will be...
My attitude + heck care attitude? XD
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is...
Meet her up and go arcade or what XD Thats where is fun lol. Laughter!
11. Your overall impression of him/her is...
Hard on the mouth, Soft in her heart.
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Someone who aint easily be able to get along with, and bad attitude.
13. The characteristics you love about yourself are.
Dont really have one. Maybe just the one which is I always tries to care the ones whom I care but ending turn out being KPO. -.-
14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are..
Attitude + Too easily get pissed off.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is...
Just be myself, but modify my damn temper and attitude.
16. For people that care are like you, say something to them
???
17. (pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
(random) [** don't really need to do]
1. Yan Ling
2. Ting
3. Shu Na
4. LJ ( Just think it mentally lol. Since you no longer got blog. )
5. Xian Zhen
6. Edward ( My class last time de. )
7. Rizal
8. Venessa
9. Bryan Kor
10. Sin Yu
18. Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?
Not really sure. But think have. XD If in the past, I will just say, Fann Wong.
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Male
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Holy shit! Actually I think they made quite a GOOD couple XD
21. How about no.8 and 5?
They aint Les. LOL
22. What is no.2 studying?
Ngee Ann. Nursing.
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Quite some time le. The last time should be when she wishes my Happy Birthday.
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
She likes those sad sad songs de. But for band, I guess SHE bah.
25. Does no.1 has any siblings?
2 sisters if im not wrong.
26. Will you woo no.3?
Nopey, she my sis. And it will stay as it is.
27. How about no.7?
Im not gay, but Riz is kinda =X Joking.
28. Is no.4 single?
Yup.
30. What is the hobby of no.4?
He ah, being out together with gals.
31. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
They dont know each other.
32. Where is no.2 studying at?
Ngee Ann Poly
33. Say something casually about no.1
YOU LING CHAN!
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Secret XD
35. Where does no.9 live at?
Kovan Condo.
36. What colour does no.4 like?
Black Black and more Black.
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Classmates, best friends? Aint sure about it.
38. Does no.7 likes no.2?
Hmm, nope. They are merely ex-classmates
39. How do you get to know no.2?
Classmates for sec 1,2 and 5
40. Does no.1 have any pets?
Nope.
41. Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
Yeah SEXY! As a guy that is =X
42. Do you think its possible if no.4 and no.5 date each other?
We will never know XD
43. Say something more about no.6
Fann Wong siao! He's someone who gets along well with almost everybody.
44. what is your relationship with no.9
He's my kor~
45. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from.
1. Yan Ling - Fajar
2. Ting - Ngee Ann Poly
3. Shu Na - ITE Macpherson
4. LJ - ITE Balestier
5. Xian Zhen - SG Poly
6. Edward - MDIS ?
7. Rizal - ITE Macpherson
8. Venessa - SIM
9. Bryan Kor - Forgot which Poly
10. Sin Yu - ITE Macpherson
46. What would you do if no.10 hates you?
Its gonna be real scary man. Try to mend up the prob ASAP.
47. Which of the following are in a relationship?
Miracle. NONE XD
48. How did you first met no.3?
Sec 1A1 Fajar.
49. How would you react if no.3 and no.10 are together?
They aint les.
50. Last question! What would you do if no.4 tells you she is pregnant.
Congrats LJ, you have fully turned into a GAY. XD LOL Joking.
Eh seriously bloody hell. Whenever Suf go for Taekwondo + I pair up with him. I gets injured -.-" So today, while training kicking the targets, Suf kicked my hand instead. And I injured my 4th finger. Its swollen + blue-blacked. Damn pain man. Wtf lo. His aiming seriously sucks -.-" So much strength but no accuracy. Also no use ya?
Anyway, Im gonna start RebirthRO, a private RO server. Anyone interested can join me. ^^ Just google RebirthRO and you should be able to find the link. Cheers!
Today morning woke up straight, bathed then went to meet LJ and Roy @ LJ house le. Should have met at bus stop, but Rald, Suf and Jia Wei late. So we waited at his house. Then as usual, there's late comers. Then we went to Sheng Shiong buy water. Then went to that Ulu Pandan Basketball court to play le. They played a mini-basketball game called as Bullet. Dont really know how to explain. But just that 1 by 1 is eliminated and the 1st to get eliminated gotta run 12 rounds around the court, then follow by 10, 8 so on and so forth. So first to get elimited are as follows, Jia Wei, Roy, LJ, Rald, Suf then me. So Jia Wei gotta run 12 rounds, but he ran back home saying got things to settle -.-" So they ran. I just gotta run 2 rounds, but end up I run 14 rounds. Since I dont feel tired at all. And can train up my stamina. Heh, treat it as I help Jia Wei run la. Its seriously not tiring for me lo. Dont know why. So long never exercise still can make it XD Roy ah, after running, turned pale. Machiam gonna faint ANYTIME man. Woot. Then after all, I bought Bubbletea, cup noodles and sushi to Suf house eat as lunch. Then stayed till 5+ then go home.
Wooo, my Chinese birthday today XD
Yep. Today went for my CCA D-Tech outing. A paintball outing. So, I met Roy and Suf @ Panjang LRT @ 1030 and as usual. They late. So ending? 1100 then met all of them. Then we set out. We are all supposed to meet @ Khatib MRT there. So we went, and reach 20 mins earlier. So we went to 7-11, bought the Whipped potato + drink combo for 1.50$ and ate as breakfast, though at home I already ate maggie mee la. So, we are supposed to meet @ 1200, ending a lot late, even Madeline, our Admin late. So ending 1+ then set out to the place. Then briefing bla bla bla. We, 32 players were split into 8 teams, 4 in each. My team against Roy's was the first to start. We played 2 rounds, since the 1st round end around 1 ~ 2 mins? Cause we got the 2 objective items and end the game. And Roy lose their first. And since we got paintballs left, ( We were given 50 ) we had our second. Ending we still win. I was crouching @ one corner. Noone really noticed me. And I actually shot down 2 ~ 3 XD. And I didnt get shot at all once! XD Our team think only 1 or 2 got shot. Hehe ^^ Im kinda good eh? Accurary + Avoidibility XD. Then among 32 players in total for D-Tech, only 3 didnt got shot. And Im one of them. Power! =)
After than went back to plaza, LJ and Rald came to find us. Me and Suf ate @ Long John, Roy went home. Then on the way back, Roy kept trying to think of our ex-classmate name. Whom is Meharhaj (SP). Lmao man. Ending I SMS Venessa to ask. Then after eating, we went to library play abit of MH. Then in there saw a suspicious particle, which is Wei Ze XD ( Heh dont mind me. I like to use the word suspicious particle. ) Then we went back home. Thinking about it, Suf and Roy yesterday actually bought Played ( A slight porno magazine. ) and FHM. I was like WTF -.-" AllahDamnIt man. Tomorrow we are gonna to go for Basketball in the morning. Phew. Gonna be a good work out man. Tiring too XD
Hmm okay. So today went out to plaza with LJ and Suf, planned to go Clementi to eat Botak Jones, ending that Suf no money. Then kinda du lan. He forever like that. Say wanna go, then never go. Ending? We go to Queensway AGAIN to change his dumb screen protector, with Riz that is LJ went home. He never checked then buy, then wrong size go back change. First time I see people buy never check. Then go home ah, he STRAIGHT away oepn the sticker and try pasting. Omg. Most people will like not open it and place it on screen see how first. He go open. Ending cannot refund. So he gotta pay 6$ for a new one. 5$ off the original price, since that person kinda pity him lol. Tomorrow is our D-Tech Paintball outing day! Woohoo. Guess its gonna be fun. * Prays dont get blue-blacked though *
PS. Tomolo school reopen for the Secs! WOOHOO. Good luck and enjoy. O levels are real NEAR now! =) I still got 2 more weeks to go. DAMN BORING!
Okay, so yesterday I stayed home. Didnt go out. Since LJ's dad ask him to stay home. Yeah. BORING. But oh well, my PSP keep me company for the ENTIRE day. Lmao. Think I charged it for around twice. Oh ya, Suf is back. So yesterday was just busy playing my MH. Farming for my items and killing those elder dragons ^^ Finally able to kill them. Elder quests. And yeah! KILL or Keep them away. XD They didnt manage to fly afterall. So today the plan is to meet LJ and Suf up @ 2pm @ interchange. We're heading down to Queensway, partly to walk walk, and the another part? Suf wanna buy his laptop casing. Bloody hell. His newly bought laptop RAM is 3GB! Its like wtf? Hello? Mine is only 2GB. A laptop with that massive of RAM = useless. XD Oh and, he yesterday went to Sim Lim to buy the Linksys for his wireless connection. Woohoo. He bought and called me to tell me about it. And I was like hehe, you called too late. Sim Lim is well known of being a black market in SG. Since the increasing amounts of foreigners coming to SG thinking Sim Lim is the hub for ALL electronics stuff and is cheap, the shop vendors there already marked up their price up. Ok take for an example. A R4DS Flash card for NDS cost around 40~50$ outside. Guess how much Sim Lim is selling it for? Near 100$. Yeah. So please please please, be SMART. Dont ever go Sim Lim to buy stuff. Checking of info still alright. But buying? Certainly not. You're just dumb if you go there, spending like 1.5 or 2x more of your MONEY. Holy shiet, if you're that damn rich, give me la XD A suggestion, go Funan IT mall for your electronics from now on. Its cheaper. Its like the OLD OLD Sim Lim where stuff are cheap. Dont be a dumb dumb and go Sim Lim anymore. That place is for those RICH dumb foreigners to waste their money in SG. Not for SG to waste money on SG. Be smart!
Be a Man, do the right thing! XD ( Quote from Russell Peters )
Hmm, so after Queensway, we are going to Red Hill for our dinner most probably. Then we are heading back to Panjang area, most likely they are coming my house. Not sure about this. Since Suf wanna bring his lappy along. He wants me to help him install Microsoft and Photoshop. The essentials for our ITE course. Heh. Gotta see what time we reach Panjang too XD Since usually we go Red Hill eat, the time we reach back is already 7+ 8+. So yeah, gotta see then =)
Woo. So today, I decided to go plaza to rot along with ol'pal LJ. Lol. We went there around 12+ play PSP~ Till around 2+, he go eat @ Kopitiam, I drank my bubbletea ^^. Then went back to Library play PSP again. Lmao. Till around 4+ when his PSP battery is a goner. Then we went home. I bought 2 posters. 1 of Tifa, and 1 of the FF13 main gal. While LJ bought the same Tifa one, and a One Piece poster. He bought his newest Naruto manga too. Rich guy ya? XD Tomorrow guess we might be going to Taka and Queensway. Queensway first to look look see see for job. Then Taka to meet up with Ailena then have my dinner @ my old old old favourite, ToriQ. Wooooo. Long time never eat le. Miss the taste of it man. See how bah. LJ gonna confirm with Ailena first then inform me. Hope got some place to go. Then wont rot @ home. Its sian one ya.
PS. My MH finally HR7! G* Woo! XD
Thinking back, I remember that 1 day I took bus in the morning. The bus was DAMN CROWDED. Then got 1 bangla standing infront of a sitted quite old Uncle. Then he dont wanna move to the rear. Then that Uncle was saying OUT LOUD, move move, move your butt to the back. Then that bangla never moved at all. He said, nowadays these foreign bastards, dont understand English or what. Stand there like machiam a statue. Then the bangla was gong gong standing there like a retard. I was LOLing lo. DAMN funny Im telling ya.
Anyway these 2 links of youtube video, I recommend you. Damn funny. Kinda racist too. Dont mind it too much though, treat it likely. Have a good laugh ^^
http://youtube.com/watch?v=24Ryj1ywoqw
http://youtube.com/watch?v=1uwOL4rB-go&feature=related
Its raining now! Wee. Cooling cooling. <3 it. Just came back not long from Taekwondo. Met only with Tony. WX = work. Suf = MiA @ Msia. Dont know where the heck is he. Most likely kena kidnap or what liao XD Since there jam like siao because of those people who go against the oil price increasing shit. Damn boring nowadays. So now Im like dazing at the computer screen, listening to my Japanese songs. BORING! Feel like sleeping sia. Dark sky, dark room, Japanese songs, nothing better to do. XD Feel like going back to Maple. But its like no longer the same. Noone playing it anymore. How I miss the old days. Where everytime I log on, sure got a lot people online chatting @ Buddy list. Now all is different le. Hais. Things change, people change. Blardy hell. Damn miss the old days la. =\
So, holidays started for few days already. And damn it, Im at home feeling damn bored. Nothing to do except to see the computer screen, YEAH and I mean REALLY looking @ it. Playing PSP / NDS. Or watch TV. Omg, this life to me is GOOD in the past, since I got some good games like MapleStory to play and waste time. But now, those are getting boring. And life is different now. Since maybe Im 18, and the feeling of being a child is gone. I prefer going out, be it ANYWHERE. As long as there's accompany and wont be bored. Thats good enough. And ITE life is totally DIFFERENT. Its kinda good. Fun I must say. So I'd rather go to school than to stay home and and rot. Period. Gonna rot at home for at least 4 days a week. Tomorrow gonna go back to school for Taekwondo~ Wee. Wont be that bored at least, for the earlier part of the day. Heh. If you guys wanna jio me out, just drop me a SMS. Most likely, I will turn up ^^
Yeah, Today is the Friday the 13th. A bad day for the Christians. If im not wrong, its the day where Devil, Lucifer was born. And coincidentally, Im borned 18 years back today. Woots. <3 Lucifer haha. So today, first person to wish me Happy Birthday was Venessa. Lol. Thanks alot le XD Gotta thanks all those who wished me too. I know some intend to do so, but either forget about it, or dont know when's my birthday. Heh. So today went for movies, Narnia 2 together with Dom, Pat and Dan. JY coming for the 2nd movie Hulk. I left after the first since I going to Queensway to buy my NDS. Yeah, I bought my long desired NITENDO DS LITE! Woots. Its in Metallic Pink! <3 Pink Haha. Then when outside near Cineleisure, saw Chen Han Wei. Heard from Dom that he's pretty gay. Openly being gay in the Fitness club. I was like WTF? Yesterday went to cut my hair too, forgot to mention. Then I saw Emily lol. She saw me too, and I was kinda surprise that she actually KNOW me. Lmao.
Oh well, now with NDS. Its time for my Pokemon DIAMOND!!! Muahahaha~
Oh well. Today is the last day for my class IT1B, then it will be term break. Woohoo will be a word for everyone. To me, nah its gonna be boring. Staying @ home and rot. Holy shiet. I still prefer going to school. Seriously, schools never had been that fun for me. ITE life is real cool =) Friends, Studies and Games too! So today, our MME group, " The Chosen Crews " finally completed our Video on Sang Nila Utama. The Singapore Heroes themed base for our project. We submitted it for competition too. 1st prize gonna get 3k$ ! But to me, doubt we will be able to get it. If split among us 6, 500$ each man. =) Woots! NDS will be my NEXT target. Haha. But seriously, gotta use William Hung phrase. We've done our best, and we do NOT have any regrets. Be it win or lose the competition. We've done our part and our very best. * Phew, damn tiring Im telling ya. Can see stars when editing the video scenes. Its like gonna use magnifying glass to see the EXACT spot to cut and edit. But still, we managed it. And mostly gotta thanks to Gerald. * Our main point for this video is the MME test marks. Yeah, its part of our exam mark. The last one which contributes 15%? I've gotta a B. Hoping this will get an A. So I will AT LEAST get an 3.0 GPS to be safe. And best of all, a 3.5GPA will be the best! Heh.
Hmm so tomorrow gonna be my birthday. My dad bought some seafood "Zi Cha" stuff up and ate just now. Yummy! Stingray~ Wee. My favourite. Its + Sambal chilli somemore. Woots. Dad's gonna work tomorrow so he bought it today. Gotta thanks him for that =) We dont celebrate birthdays, and those special days except for Chinese New Year. So yeah, its good enough and Im used to it. Birthdays to me aint anything special. So celebrate or not, makes no difference. Though will be kinda sad. But its alright. =) Will be able to manage. Heh. Guess Im gonna get myself a birthday present. Either a External HDD or the PSP Portable Charger. =)
But overall, my MAIN birthday wish will be to be with that certain someone. Its a She that is. Currently, the status of me and her aint what Im hoping for. Hope she will know what I mean =) I dont wanna be just this. But another status. Haha. Chances of her noticing and knowing is low I know. But still, its my wish for my birthday. Haha ^^ Fairytales DO come true. Just that its sooner or later.
To her,
The hahaha guy is NOT me. In case later you mistaken thats me, I should just note it out here first. I dont do those kinda stuff.
And as I said, I DONT intend to scold you. Those stated in my blog are just some comments and feelings I kept for quite some time, deciding to let it all out at once to clear it once and for all. If I were to say anything on ANY ones blog, I WILL put my name as "Shao". For this, sometimes people can impersonate me. I cant say anything about this though. But what I can swear is that, I DONT backstab people. Neither do I post anonymously. I do things brightly. Not hiding in the dark.
Here are some pics that we took during MME lesson on Thursday. Heh. IT1B ROX! TA TA U =)
Hmm, so it seems she read my blog. And now she's complaining in her blog about my post lol. Anyway, blogs are meant to comment on whatever we want, so if you dont like what I say, dont read. Noone forced u to read and agree on what I said. Blog to me its just meant to be kept as a memorial. Be it happy or sad. Memories will still be memories, and its worth going through it in the future. To see what silly stuff we did or once treasured before.
And regarding her saying that I push all the blames to her. Hmm did I? Im just voicing my OWN personal opinions. Unless she can say she did NOT do all those I stated before. Which I doubt will be true. And she said I let her down first. Hmm lets see. The past, I DO remember clearly its AFTER she started work, she changed. I know due to stress. I tried to understand. But dont you think when I SMS you, you can at least try to reply ? She did not. As I said long ago. I waited for her SMS through midnight. She didnt reply at all. And I asked why she didnt, she said she was tired. For this, I can clearly say this. No matter HOW tired I am, I will reply. Be it early or late. At least a reply will do. Kinda reassure that you're alright and safe. Dont make others worry. So my thinking of this is wrong I suppose? 1 thing I can say. Since young, Im OVER-Protective over stuff and people. In the past when I stayed @ my cousin house, when they didnt return home when its quite late, I will call them up and check whether they are alright. And sure, sometimes they did not answer. But usually they did. If didnt, I will stay up and wait for them. So Im wrong here as well? And oh ya, the other time requesting a break up, I remember CLEARLY its you who hinted that. Keep using stress as a answer for break ups. And you said my fault when you yourself place whatever stuff which made u stress into the relationship. Do you think its fair for us both? Break up cause of something not even related to us?
And now you said you hate me. Actually, when you posted them. I kinda smile. Its good you feel this way. Then I wont have any guilt or whatsoever for giving this up. Hate me, despise me all you want, as I said in the earlier post. I wont force upon anyone's thinking. Its yours. And I respect it. No matter how much you despise me, I cannot deny the 1 fact. You are still the one I loved most, just that now, its in the past already. =) Just hope you can treasure your stead now. Treat it seriously. Treasure it. You're already not young anymore where you can flirt around like its nothing wrong. Feelings cant be played with. Once played, prepare for the consequences. And regarding the still be friends part. Yeah I said that. But no longer after you posted that post that you still love him so much and bla bla shit. So all along you're lying to me? So this is actually known as playing around with feelings if you dont know. Thus the hatred I had for you. Oh and, I didnt wanna scold you. This is just personal thinkings which had been kept for so that damn long. Thus the release HERE @ my blog. Thus I dont plan to scold you, so why should I say it right into your face? Make no sense ya? Since you suggested I should just scold you in person, face to face. When I dont even intend to do so. Heh. Scold = Tossing hatred words and even vulgars @ that person. But Im not doing so. I hated you, but this is infact not those kind where face to face is able to say. This is all just plain feelings.
I wont have any guilt. Since I said it before. I liked another gal AFTER we break up. And you said I let you down first? I dont think so. Since you're the one who stead with that guy after you start work not long. And oh ya, if I did not remember wrongly, we break AFTER you start work. So its like break here and stead there. And since we break, you can like others, furthermore stead, why cant I just simply like someone? And I did NOT stead yet. Im aint someone who can forget feelings easily. Maybe you can, but I cant. So dont treat me as if my thinking is like you. Oh and, I did not hate you when you reject. I hated you cause that you keep me in the dark that you're still with your stead and told me you break. And taking it as if you're single, thus I tried the chance. I hated it when you lied about it. You ARE playing with feelings. When you said you might accept this, but in your heart, you like that guy still and is with him. This is seriously like WTF. And furthermore, people out there who know me well enough should know that Im more of an anti-social person. Dont really talk much to strangers, guys. Furthermore saying I talk to gals? Haha. That will be nonsense man. In our class, guess the only time I talk to gals is like just asking something related to work or CCA. The rest of the time, I dont talk. Oh well, I dont wanna whine on this anymore. Just let this case close. Peace out~ ^^
Hmm. Lets see. These few days, Sec school should start their June Holidays le ya? Except for those O levels ones. Heh. Too long never study in Sec school. Already forgot what is what. For us ITE ones, still got 1 more week to go! Seriously. I dont feel like having holidays. Damn boring at home. I rather go school. XD. These few days, we are damn busy with our Video project. Tons of problems crop up as well. My job in the group is kinda actor + editor + commenter. =) Cause Im best @ giving comments and ideas heh. Nowadays whenever I on com, dont even feel like playing any games. Just view forums and webs. Post stuff around here and there. And blog hopping. Seriously, can at least let me find some feel in gaming again? If not holidays damn sian one le. Maybe just need certain someone to play with me. =X Then maybe got mood to play lol. Any games. As long as got that someone. Lmao.
Anyway, my birthday is soon to arrive. @ 13th June aka Friday the 13th. The day where devil was borned. So in future, please do call me, Lucifer. =)
Nowadays, My life's pretty good. Except for 1 thing. Im kinda hot-tempered nowadays. Hmm. Dont know why, but i hated it. Bleh. Sorry to whoever Im rude to. I didnt meant to do so, just cant control it. But im sure, things will get better! Since I outta the hope already, ( pfft, just so damn disappointed and most of all, pissed off over myself, but the heck I can fall in love SO DEEPLY with such a gal. Being lied to for the ENTIRE time. Saying she broke with her ex, her ex not good. Dont care her, and YEAH. She told me all of that, thus me being dumb believe her. Even tried to care for her. Ending? The guy ignore her, she find other guys. When that guy care about her again, she went back to him. Need love from others, bla bla bla, and dont trust relationship anymore, bla bla bla. And BEST OF ALL, dont wanna get into relationship for the time being. Ending the next day? She's with another guy. STEADY. Woohoo. Im just dumb to trust such a person. Pure and simply DUMB. First time I admit that myself is that damn BLOODY dumb. Holy shiet. *Bang head against wall* ) everything will turn back to normal? I would say, BETTER! =) So now, Im kinda back to CS, as a Co-Leader now with zuzu. Since im tired of taking care of clan stuff already XD
I SWEAR. I will not ANY O HOW care for ANY DAMN BLOODY ONE, unless SERIOUSLY, I trust her and know her well enough. ^^ * Kinda have 1 in mind =P *
Woo. Saw her blog. And now she's with ANOTHER guy. Yeah. YET another guy! WOO! Im aint surprised. More like expected. Bravo~ Whatever. I FULLY gave up liao. So fuck it XD And she said happy 6 months to that whoever. Woo? So all along she's with another guy. And can tell me, she might accept me. Woots! TOTALLY FLIRT! Yeah now I fully known her true colours. And yeah. I gotta admit, NOW i trust the rest. SHE IS FLIRT. All along, she said to a guy, she's true to him. But ending @ the back? She's telling OTHER guys, i donno how to answer you. Machiam treating all guys as backups. Break then find another 1 patch or stead. Typical flirt eh? So all along, im being hidden in the dark. Still think that I trusted her SO damn bloody much. Bloody hell. Wasted my time on her. Shouldnt even be that damn true to her. Having to love her so DEEPLY, and all along she's lying to me? She just like attention from guys. More the merrier. Then can stead break stead break. Treating guys as toys. So whoever is with her now, good luck eh. Soon, you might be played too. Good luck! And to her, seriously. IM VERY DISAPPOINTED in you. I wont trust any gals from now on anymore. Its seriously make me damn furious lo. With you, she sweet talk you. At back? She's sweet talking other guys, acting as if she got no stead. And flirt @ the back. Then the guy will think she likes him. And when she's tired, she break the current one, and go for the another one.
I tried very hard not to mention this word. But seriously. Dont you think, this makes her a slut like what others told me and stressed me about it before? Hmm. Totally SO DAMN TRUE!
Woo. After keeping all these "vulgars" in me for SO long, i let it out. Feeling that damn good now. =) To be frank. In my heart, there lives someone else. And all along, Im waiting as well. Soon, it might be over the wait. =) You might know who you are. And seriously, I do really hope you know =)
PS. For your info, I only started have this feeling AFTER i break with HER. So I did NOT liked 2 person at once. What I said in the past that my heart can only contain 1 gal who are THAT important, its true. Now this current one is FULLY out. The another one is what I left with inside. Trust me on this. ^^
Okay first off, im going back to Yugioh @ my PSP~ <3 Today just manage to save data from my DVDs. Damn the Cycle Reduncy Data Error -.-" School's been easy today. SLACK! But next week test le. We are SO GG man. Fixing the computer hard-drives, CD ROM and setting the CMOS thingy. Holy shiet. Im so dead. Lets hope I can make it. At least 3/4 of it =P
Nowadays im seriously into Shana. Holy shiet. She's SO cute! =) MOE~ Hehe. Im so gonna customize myself a Shana shirt in the future like what Roy did XD. Damn him, he used my Shana =\ Anyway yesterday went to Bugis. Play play play. Spent 10$ on Sango, 4 games. 3 common cards, and 1 rare silver one XD LU XUN~ LOL. Then we went Marina Square to eat. Yummy, Mushroom Chicken Chop~ Woots. Then we walk to Esplanade, walk walk walk. Then went back to Plaza. Bought Sharkfin's soup @ Pasamalam. And went to Garden Plaza to eat. Seriously, Nowadays. Im Shana AND Food Craze. XD