Okay, Ive chose the courses and institute im going to head to in future. ITE Dover or Simei is my choice. Courses being Info tech as first, Wireless Tech being second and lastly Network Security. Info tech, guess I will be with Roy, Suf, Kiat and WX. Since they chose the same. After the release, maybe I will go appeal for Ngee Ann. If there's chance I might. Since my cousin keep asking me to try. I pass my Eng, Math and Sci. Which stand quite a better chance. So guess maybe I might. See how by then =) But actually I already decided to go Higher Nitec. But because of cousin advise. Made me kinda stress =\ Oh well. Time will solve. XD
Yesterday didnt work, so went out with Sufyan and Rizal to watch AVP2. The show overall nothing interesting, more towards gore. Then we went to arcade play and stuff. I bought new keyboard and mouse. Razor DeathAdder mouse and Logitech G11 keyboard. Cost around 207$ in total. Then we went for our dinner, Sufyan blanja us Swensen. =) First time going, and i ordered pasta. Not that nice though. Then we went home. Hmm, LJ gonna buy his PSP on Monday, he asked me to acc him but i got work. Sad case. Actually can one, on Wed, but Ting asked to change shift, she wanna go buy stuff with Shuna. Zzz Then wasted this chance. =\
Now still thinking, what course to take, what institute to go. =\ Wanna follow friends same ? Or im going solo. Hais.. Last 3 days to think and submit. Gotta hurry. People who read my blog, please inform me where you're heading. Then at least i got a rough guide. Thanks ah ! ASAP !
Okay, just read some of my friends's blogs. And they are kinda "discussing" about friendship. I wont state their names here, but they should know who are they themselves. This is just my 2 cents worth of comment. Accept it if you want, dont bother to flame ya. Labels: Counsel
To me, in this world, there's NO true friends. Even the TRUEST friends, there's time where they say stuff about you, or even a time of betrayal. Times is when they did it unintentionally. Yeah, sad case right? Even a friend whom is with you since day you are born, CAN betray you anytime. Friendship aint easy to forge. But takes just 1 split second to split. Trust me. Treasure and uphold your friendship with honour. At the very least, you get hurt if got betrayed, but wont feel bad of being guilty. =)
On the other hand, when you are real close, there's sure friction. So minor arguments are hard to avoid. And to me, I only show frustration or a bit naggish when the person to me, is a close one. Everyone will act this way without knowing of it im sure. The closer you are with that person, you unleash your most REAL and ORIGINAL character. The purest one. But infront of those who aint that close, you will be more polite, formal and stuff. This is so true cause our subconscious mind acts this way, and so do I.
Today worked, quite ok la. Serve a lot people nowadays. Learn a lot stuff le. 3 stalks, 6 stalks and also cashier. Woot. Today, was going upstairs to do the closing, then bring Shu Na up teach her. Cause she do 1 time only. So gotta teach and guide. Then we were talking about Ms Yong / Mrs Sng and Mr Sng, then guess what? Up the escalator i saw them both! LOL. SO coincidence lo. Haha. Then when we going home le, 1 Ang Moh damn troublesome. Want this want that, then before he come, he never even give details. Damn him. Me, Shu Na and Ainee worked x3 speed lol. Then went home. Tired~ Tomorrow OFF! Weee Labels: Work
These few days, usually slept at 1am. =\ Then morning wake up @ around 10+am. Usually like this. Dont know why at night not sleepy @ all. But till morning, im like a zombie, keep sleeping.. Yesterday i still remember a dream clearly, i dreamt of a ghost floating outta of my storeroom. Seriously, it seems SO real. I even woke up shivering. Dont say im a scaredy-cat or what. But seriously, over such a real dream, who wont shivers? And me, somemore dont like horror movies, didnt watched 1 since maybe 2 - 3 years? Last saw was Shutter in school, shown by Mr Eddy. Then the last one would be the first ever original "The Ring". Thats all man. But yesterday dream.. Really seems so real.. Labels: Spook
Oh did i state before that i have a strong sense of feeling towards stuff? Like when my dad is around @ the 11th floor coming down back home, i already know he's back. And whenever that place is "Dirty" my senses told me so. So, people have 3rd eyes, while i got the another way round, i dont see, but i feel. So yeah. =\
Yesterday heard from Ting that boss today wanna teach me and LJ bouquet since we both same shift. Then she also stated that she's gonna teach us once only, and if we cant make it. Then she wont bother to teach us. Its kinda like attitude? Oh well heck. I can tell you, she dont see how nice we make it, but she's seeing our own personal character, how are we towards certain stuff. Even if the bouquet is not that nice, she will say nice if your character is good. So this time round, i can tell you, LJ sure pass, I sure fail. We shall see later on. GG =\
Just fully installed back Granado Espada. Out of games to play liao. So sian nowadays. Then suddenly thought of this game. Recently, it turned back F2P again. Yeah. With premium items bought from Cash Shop. Guess i will play this game for now. Anyone wanna join me? Its a great game lol. You control 3 characters at once and there's ton of features in this game. Good graphic too! Labels: GE
www.playge.sg
Once again.. Today woke up with a dream.. About her again.. Why must this process keep carrying on. I thought i had already put down her case.. But guess i had not done so just yet.. Maybe my mind is asking me to stop thinking and give up.. But my heart keeps staying the same way when we are still together.. If all these didnt happen.. We would already have been together for 5 months le.. 1 more month and its 1/2 a year.. Guess we just dont have the fate of staying long with each other bah.. Labels: Emo
Hais.. Awoke from a sad dream again.. Dreamt about her leaving once again. Guess for her case, I really did love her deeply in the past.. Loving someone takes a short time, but forgetting 1, usually last forever. No matter how "Inhuman" a person is, you cant forget the one whom you love deeply once totally.. I tried moving on, but i guess God isnt helping either. Fell for another gal, and all i hope is that, she spare just that tiny bit of chance.. Allow me to step into another nice relationship, and at least allow me to erase the sad memories in the past, slightly.. Or just to make it or pale.. And not as darkened as it is now.. Labels: Emo
Chat with her yesterday, she said that Gemini people usually have Shuang Mian, and usually known as Shuang Mian Ren. Basically, it means that Gemini have 2 sided images. Maybe 1 evil, 1 good side. I find this pretty true. She's a Gemini and she said she have 2 sides as well. Well, I myself is also a Gemini, and I agree on this. Infront of friends, Im just a joker, someone who always cheerful, "shooting" people and joking. But on the another side of mine, im dead serious. Till the point of maybe a little of attitude. I dont like to joke, and always takes words seriously. And i do things the serious way as well. I dont wanna joke about some stuff, might wanna say relationship being one of them.. Chatting with her, also made me think of the past. How I dont have true friends, being together with "friends" is just like a shallow image of friendship, and not true friends. When Im sick, i always wanted accompany, or even when i felt down and depress. But usually, other than parents, noone is there. That is for sick. Down and Depress? Noone really knows and cares. I tried to hide it, as if im ALWAYS a cheerful person. Maybe i dont like pity from others, but sometimes, i just want some.. =\ Guess gemini thinking is always double sided. Abit "Zhi Xiang Mao Dun" Dont want it on the outside, but wanted it really much inside. Vice-Versa. Labels: Emo
Woot, today worked with Aunt Elaine and Cornelia. NICE~ Cornelia the one whom always dont talk, actually talk to me and we get along very well! Even go home together and waited bus at bus-stop. She just graduated from ITE, waiting for results as well. Aunt Elaine is sick, but she look VERY chi xiang~ So can get along well. She's very nice to me as well. Taught me a lot! =) Cheers~ Labels: Work
PS. I actually kinda enjoy this job more and more. Strange XD
Hmm, today first day working night shift. Worked with Ting for 1hr, then she went home le. Then worked with Aunty Susana and Shuna. Not bad, quite fun. Aunty Susana was real good. <3 Can chat and get along well with her. She's real nice. Then learn alot of basics from Shuna. Hmm, not bad. Serve 1 or 2 customers myself today. Then Shuna first time handling so many stalks of flowers into 1 bouquet in a short time. Then heard that they saw Peter when we just arrived, but i never saw anyone at all. XD. Then saw kok working at Mac. Machiam like a gal. Hmm. Then i made a delivery today to Camden Medical Centre. Took taxi down, walked back -.-" Then walk a long way. Dont know way back, asked a passerby somemore lol. Then I and aunt also deliver to the Teo Chew restaurant. Some Lilies. Thats about all today, then when going home, made the account stuff. Then report back @ 945pm le. Then go home, wait for bus with Shuna. She leg pain, see le also hurtful ah. Haha. Then reach home 1030pm. The bus damn crowded. Can rot there sia. Tomorrow LJ and Ting off, Shuna morning, I night again. Sian 1/2 Labels: Work
Tired ah. Today woke up 940 then still so sleepy de -.-" So long, seriously. Its been so long since i had a good sleep. I was so tired that i fall asleep straight. Sweet~ Haha, had some pretty sweet dreams also =) But dreams, usually wont happen. Hais. Anyway, later still gonna go work. Now trying to level up my Maple Char ASAP first. Stuck @ 50 so long le. =\ Gambatte ne!
Nothing interesting. But just a mini update. Yesterday, went to buy my Shakugan no Shana manga. 1-3. Spent around 22$. Today, work from 930 to 1500. Ate the same thing as yesterday. Then that kuku LJ that day told our boss he gonna work morning shift if can. Then today time table out for this whole month + a few days of Feb. Ending he only 2 or 3 afternoon shift. Then rest morning. And me? Im being thrown all the afternoon shift! Sian 1/2. My Golden Path cannot watch liao. GG. Sian =\ Then Tomorrow still alright, at least got someone i know work together, Shuna. Then Tues and Thurs = GG. Cornelia and Elaine and Susana. 2 Aunties and 1 around same age as us one. Sian. Somemore afternoon, the busy period. Think i die liao la. Morning shift do all easy job lo. I also wanna work morning =\ Bloody LJ. Argh. But i will try my best learn more and fast. Then can work efficiently and diligently. Then wont so scared scared and can work more like a PRO XD. Kinda tired. Going to off Wed and Sun for this upcoming week only. Everyday work from 1500 to either 2130 or 2200. Sian lo. Then somemore night time, if no people. Donno do what, alot people. Donno how to handle. Then all i dont know de. Seriously GG la. RIP man. Labels: Work
Okay, started my first day for my 2nd work this holiday and in my life time haha. Met them in the morning, woke up bathe, so damn cold -.-" Met them at bus-stop 830 then took 190 down. Reach there around 905 then we reported for work. Me and LJ being the first day, a lot stuff dont know so learn learn learn. Change water, clear the flowers, clean the glass, cut the stem, sweep and mop, clear the newly came bamboo. Then we started to learn the flowers name from Shuna, then the bill stuff from Ting. Then tomorrow, me, LJ and Ting gonna work morning. So gotta learn more NEW stuff~ Lalala, i wanna learn flower decorations =\. Anyway, Shuna leg dislocated, so whole day she walked with difficulties. See her like that also abit scared scared de haha. Our boss, Sawada-San is a friendly Japanese lady. Around her early 40s i guess. She's good. And being Japanese, mostly are good haha. She thought we cant understand her English, keep asking Shuna explain. But infact, i do understand, since i always watch Japanese stuff and even know some basic Japanese. Problems lies with LJ haha. He dont really understand. But luckily he still can cope with it. Gambatte on our work~ Gonna learn new stuff for sure =) Labels: Work
Ok, today i had been thinking whether to stick to Cass or go back Aquila. LJ said he will play Aquila morning while Cass in late afternoon. Since Cass got more people online once the people school ends. So hmm, where should I go? I actually wanted to go Aquila. So much funds there and such. High lvl too. But no people online, alone = Sian. Then i went in Cass for awhile just, and i got the motivation to train my Cleric back once again! YEAH! =) So, for now. I will stick to Cass, till im bored of it or what. Shall see. <3 Labels: Maple
So of my friends around is kinda making fun of me and certain someone recently. Yeah, i must admit, i liked her.. Dont ask when. Cause I myself dont even really know.. Im someone who is very sensitive towards feeling, and I do love the feeling.. Though she didnt accept. I will still continue this. Just hope she wont find me a nuisance. I knew she wont read this blog. But all I can say, I had really fallen for her.. Dont ask me why.. A why question towards feeling is ALWAYS difficult to answer.. And i dont know how to answer as well. I just hope, i do stand a chance. Even a single bit of chance. I know i might not be those type of guys you liked, but i dont know.. Cause what you stated, is actually what I am in the past.. Maybe now grow up le.. Thinking starting to change. But deep inside me, though im childish and being real lame at times, ( I know this =) ) but i treat relationships seriously.. This for once i can swear. I dont make fun of these type of stuff, neither do i wanna make fun of it.. Even though i dont really have any "link" or "involvement" which will make me closer to you, or let you know me more. I know im a nobody to you or in no position to say all these.. But I just hope 1 day. You will finally accept me.. I WILL await this day.. Labels: Emo
Okay, just on Tuesday. We decided to return to MapleSEA Aquila world. So me and LJ will be back there. And i suggest we should like every end of the day, take a SS of the drops we found. As a memorial and some motivation. Cheers~ Labels: Maple
Yesterday went for interview. Hmm so here's the details.
* Meet Shuna at the bus stop near the causeway near my house @ 1.45.
* LJ and Jessie met at their area and called us to board the bus when its arriving.
* Reach taka, went toilet first. Then went to the flower shop.
* Her boss come out greeted us, hand us forms to fill.
* Taka manager came, brought us to their meeting room for further form filling.
* He brought us for a short orientation, informing us the DO and DONT.
* Went back to the shop and the boss assign us our first time slot.
* It will be Sat, morning for me, LJ and Ting. Since we got our pass on Fri.
* Jessie and Shuna actually will be @ afternoon shift.
* But Ting lateron changed with Shuna, since she's needed.
* Went for our "Lunch". Dinner for me at the Ajisan Ramen restaurant.
* Went to Kinokuniya, wanted to buy Shakugan no Shana book but no more book 1. So gotta wait.
* Then we went to walk around Orchard area.
* Board bus went back Plaza.
* Met up with Ailena and WX and one of their friend.
* They ate MAC i ate MACFlurry.
* Then went up Comic Connection. Chatting all along, love the accompany by friends.
* They kept making fun of me with someone, and WX and another someone.
* Went home, i reached around 9pm. Just nice for Golden Path.
* Sms with her awhile, then went to bed le. Too tired. These few days keep hardly have enough sleep, then morning downstair my floor, they making toilet. Keep drilling at 8am. But miracle is that, I can continue sleep with all the noise. Guess im really that damn tired.
First of all. HAPPY NEW YEAR to all!
Brand new year, time for a new start! Forget the unhappy past and live forward a happy future~ For me, im gonna ditch my attitude problem for sure. And i will strive towards it =). Brand new year, lets see got any new love =X Hard la haha. But oh well, i believe everything gotta depend on fate. So cant expect much. Im gonna change my attitude, which i think and hope i really can. Though brand new year, i hope i still can have my friends like usual. True ones that is. 2008, 18 years old for me le. The "Matured" age. =\ Too fast le. Hais. Lol. Gotta get a new life~ Tomorrow going for flower shop interview and Taka~ Must have think guys working at flower shops are weird or gayish ya? I dont think so. Its just brave for that guy to dare work in there. For me, i wanna gain some experience and learn some new stuff there. And since the boss is a Japanese, im gonna learn some Japanese from her as well =) Tomorrow will be going with LJ and Jessie for interview, accompanied by Shu Na. Ting Ting gonna work @ 1pm. So she cant meet up with us. Interview time is 2.30pm. Hmm. Tomorrow people school reopen, we go start interview. Ahaha. Wish myself luck bah. I dont wanna halfway give up or tired and get bored of the job like the waiter one. /gg
Kelvin aka Shao
GPA 3.5 above
[[ The Wives ]]
kairi [kingdom hearts]
[[ The Mage Power ]]
Roy Kelvin Sufyan
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bryan [kor]
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January 2005
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ITE West Dover : Info Tech
<3 NEKO!
<3 <3 <3 SHANA!!!
<3 Strawberry ^^
<3 Bitter Choco =)
<3 Mint~
<3 Sad and Emo Songs [Classical / Oldies]
WoW ShadowSong : NekoShana
PSP : Metallic Blue
NDS : Metallic Pink
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natsuki [mai-hime]
shana [shakugan no shana]
fate testarossa [magical girl lyrical nanoha]
toda erika / misa [deathnote]
kari [digimon]
shiki [the world ends with you]
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amanda [jie]
wenhui [jie]
daphne [jie]
edelyn [jie]
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wanxin [mei]
xiuwen [mei]
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Okay, Ive chose the courses and institute im going to head to in future. ITE Dover or Simei is my choice. Courses being Info tech as first, Wireless Tech being second and lastly Network Security. Info tech, guess I will be with Roy, Suf, Kiat and WX. Since they chose the same. After the release, maybe I will go appeal for Ngee Ann. If there's chance I might. Since my cousin keep asking me to try. I pass my Eng, Math and Sci. Which stand quite a better chance. So guess maybe I might. See how by then =) But actually I already decided to go Higher Nitec. But because of cousin advise. Made me kinda stress =\ Oh well. Time will solve. XD
Yesterday didnt work, so went out with Sufyan and Rizal to watch AVP2. The show overall nothing interesting, more towards gore. Then we went to arcade play and stuff. I bought new keyboard and mouse. Razor DeathAdder mouse and Logitech G11 keyboard. Cost around 207$ in total. Then we went for our dinner, Sufyan blanja us Swensen. =) First time going, and i ordered pasta. Not that nice though. Then we went home. Hmm, LJ gonna buy his PSP on Monday, he asked me to acc him but i got work. Sad case. Actually can one, on Wed, but Ting asked to change shift, she wanna go buy stuff with Shuna. Zzz Then wasted this chance. =\
Now still thinking, what course to take, what institute to go. =\ Wanna follow friends same ? Or im going solo. Hais.. Last 3 days to think and submit. Gotta hurry. People who read my blog, please inform me where you're heading. Then at least i got a rough guide. Thanks ah ! ASAP !
Okay, just read some of my friends's blogs. And they are kinda "discussing" about friendship. I wont state their names here, but they should know who are they themselves. This is just my 2 cents worth of comment. Accept it if you want, dont bother to flame ya. Labels: Counsel
To me, in this world, there's NO true friends. Even the TRUEST friends, there's time where they say stuff about you, or even a time of betrayal. Times is when they did it unintentionally. Yeah, sad case right? Even a friend whom is with you since day you are born, CAN betray you anytime. Friendship aint easy to forge. But takes just 1 split second to split. Trust me. Treasure and uphold your friendship with honour. At the very least, you get hurt if got betrayed, but wont feel bad of being guilty. =)
On the other hand, when you are real close, there's sure friction. So minor arguments are hard to avoid. And to me, I only show frustration or a bit naggish when the person to me, is a close one. Everyone will act this way without knowing of it im sure. The closer you are with that person, you unleash your most REAL and ORIGINAL character. The purest one. But infront of those who aint that close, you will be more polite, formal and stuff. This is so true cause our subconscious mind acts this way, and so do I.
Today worked, quite ok la. Serve a lot people nowadays. Learn a lot stuff le. 3 stalks, 6 stalks and also cashier. Woot. Today, was going upstairs to do the closing, then bring Shu Na up teach her. Cause she do 1 time only. So gotta teach and guide. Then we were talking about Ms Yong / Mrs Sng and Mr Sng, then guess what? Up the escalator i saw them both! LOL. SO coincidence lo. Haha. Then when we going home le, 1 Ang Moh damn troublesome. Want this want that, then before he come, he never even give details. Damn him. Me, Shu Na and Ainee worked x3 speed lol. Then went home. Tired~ Tomorrow OFF! Weee Labels: Work
These few days, usually slept at 1am. =\ Then morning wake up @ around 10+am. Usually like this. Dont know why at night not sleepy @ all. But till morning, im like a zombie, keep sleeping.. Yesterday i still remember a dream clearly, i dreamt of a ghost floating outta of my storeroom. Seriously, it seems SO real. I even woke up shivering. Dont say im a scaredy-cat or what. But seriously, over such a real dream, who wont shivers? And me, somemore dont like horror movies, didnt watched 1 since maybe 2 - 3 years? Last saw was Shutter in school, shown by Mr Eddy. Then the last one would be the first ever original "The Ring". Thats all man. But yesterday dream.. Really seems so real.. Labels: Spook
Oh did i state before that i have a strong sense of feeling towards stuff? Like when my dad is around @ the 11th floor coming down back home, i already know he's back. And whenever that place is "Dirty" my senses told me so. So, people have 3rd eyes, while i got the another way round, i dont see, but i feel. So yeah. =\
Yesterday heard from Ting that boss today wanna teach me and LJ bouquet since we both same shift. Then she also stated that she's gonna teach us once only, and if we cant make it. Then she wont bother to teach us. Its kinda like attitude? Oh well heck. I can tell you, she dont see how nice we make it, but she's seeing our own personal character, how are we towards certain stuff. Even if the bouquet is not that nice, she will say nice if your character is good. So this time round, i can tell you, LJ sure pass, I sure fail. We shall see later on. GG =\
Just fully installed back Granado Espada. Out of games to play liao. So sian nowadays. Then suddenly thought of this game. Recently, it turned back F2P again. Yeah. With premium items bought from Cash Shop. Guess i will play this game for now. Anyone wanna join me? Its a great game lol. You control 3 characters at once and there's ton of features in this game. Good graphic too! Labels: GE
www.playge.sg
Once again.. Today woke up with a dream.. About her again.. Why must this process keep carrying on. I thought i had already put down her case.. But guess i had not done so just yet.. Maybe my mind is asking me to stop thinking and give up.. But my heart keeps staying the same way when we are still together.. If all these didnt happen.. We would already have been together for 5 months le.. 1 more month and its 1/2 a year.. Guess we just dont have the fate of staying long with each other bah.. Labels: Emo
Hais.. Awoke from a sad dream again.. Dreamt about her leaving once again. Guess for her case, I really did love her deeply in the past.. Loving someone takes a short time, but forgetting 1, usually last forever. No matter how "Inhuman" a person is, you cant forget the one whom you love deeply once totally.. I tried moving on, but i guess God isnt helping either. Fell for another gal, and all i hope is that, she spare just that tiny bit of chance.. Allow me to step into another nice relationship, and at least allow me to erase the sad memories in the past, slightly.. Or just to make it or pale.. And not as darkened as it is now.. Labels: Emo
Chat with her yesterday, she said that Gemini people usually have Shuang Mian, and usually known as Shuang Mian Ren. Basically, it means that Gemini have 2 sided images. Maybe 1 evil, 1 good side. I find this pretty true. She's a Gemini and she said she have 2 sides as well. Well, I myself is also a Gemini, and I agree on this. Infront of friends, Im just a joker, someone who always cheerful, "shooting" people and joking. But on the another side of mine, im dead serious. Till the point of maybe a little of attitude. I dont like to joke, and always takes words seriously. And i do things the serious way as well. I dont wanna joke about some stuff, might wanna say relationship being one of them.. Chatting with her, also made me think of the past. How I dont have true friends, being together with "friends" is just like a shallow image of friendship, and not true friends. When Im sick, i always wanted accompany, or even when i felt down and depress. But usually, other than parents, noone is there. That is for sick. Down and Depress? Noone really knows and cares. I tried to hide it, as if im ALWAYS a cheerful person. Maybe i dont like pity from others, but sometimes, i just want some.. =\ Guess gemini thinking is always double sided. Abit "Zhi Xiang Mao Dun" Dont want it on the outside, but wanted it really much inside. Vice-Versa. Labels: Emo
Woot, today worked with Aunt Elaine and Cornelia. NICE~ Cornelia the one whom always dont talk, actually talk to me and we get along very well! Even go home together and waited bus at bus-stop. She just graduated from ITE, waiting for results as well. Aunt Elaine is sick, but she look VERY chi xiang~ So can get along well. She's very nice to me as well. Taught me a lot! =) Cheers~ Labels: Work
PS. I actually kinda enjoy this job more and more. Strange XD
Hmm, today first day working night shift. Worked with Ting for 1hr, then she went home le. Then worked with Aunty Susana and Shuna. Not bad, quite fun. Aunty Susana was real good. <3 Can chat and get along well with her. She's real nice. Then learn alot of basics from Shuna. Hmm, not bad. Serve 1 or 2 customers myself today. Then Shuna first time handling so many stalks of flowers into 1 bouquet in a short time. Then heard that they saw Peter when we just arrived, but i never saw anyone at all. XD. Then saw kok working at Mac. Machiam like a gal. Hmm. Then i made a delivery today to Camden Medical Centre. Took taxi down, walked back -.-" Then walk a long way. Dont know way back, asked a passerby somemore lol. Then I and aunt also deliver to the Teo Chew restaurant. Some Lilies. Thats about all today, then when going home, made the account stuff. Then report back @ 945pm le. Then go home, wait for bus with Shuna. She leg pain, see le also hurtful ah. Haha. Then reach home 1030pm. The bus damn crowded. Can rot there sia. Tomorrow LJ and Ting off, Shuna morning, I night again. Sian 1/2 Labels: Work
Tired ah. Today woke up 940 then still so sleepy de -.-" So long, seriously. Its been so long since i had a good sleep. I was so tired that i fall asleep straight. Sweet~ Haha, had some pretty sweet dreams also =) But dreams, usually wont happen. Hais. Anyway, later still gonna go work. Now trying to level up my Maple Char ASAP first. Stuck @ 50 so long le. =\ Gambatte ne!
Nothing interesting. But just a mini update. Yesterday, went to buy my Shakugan no Shana manga. 1-3. Spent around 22$. Today, work from 930 to 1500. Ate the same thing as yesterday. Then that kuku LJ that day told our boss he gonna work morning shift if can. Then today time table out for this whole month + a few days of Feb. Ending he only 2 or 3 afternoon shift. Then rest morning. And me? Im being thrown all the afternoon shift! Sian 1/2. My Golden Path cannot watch liao. GG. Sian =\ Then Tomorrow still alright, at least got someone i know work together, Shuna. Then Tues and Thurs = GG. Cornelia and Elaine and Susana. 2 Aunties and 1 around same age as us one. Sian. Somemore afternoon, the busy period. Think i die liao la. Morning shift do all easy job lo. I also wanna work morning =\ Bloody LJ. Argh. But i will try my best learn more and fast. Then can work efficiently and diligently. Then wont so scared scared and can work more like a PRO XD. Kinda tired. Going to off Wed and Sun for this upcoming week only. Everyday work from 1500 to either 2130 or 2200. Sian lo. Then somemore night time, if no people. Donno do what, alot people. Donno how to handle. Then all i dont know de. Seriously GG la. RIP man. Labels: Work
Okay, started my first day for my 2nd work this holiday and in my life time haha. Met them in the morning, woke up bathe, so damn cold -.-" Met them at bus-stop 830 then took 190 down. Reach there around 905 then we reported for work. Me and LJ being the first day, a lot stuff dont know so learn learn learn. Change water, clear the flowers, clean the glass, cut the stem, sweep and mop, clear the newly came bamboo. Then we started to learn the flowers name from Shuna, then the bill stuff from Ting. Then tomorrow, me, LJ and Ting gonna work morning. So gotta learn more NEW stuff~ Lalala, i wanna learn flower decorations =\. Anyway, Shuna leg dislocated, so whole day she walked with difficulties. See her like that also abit scared scared de haha. Our boss, Sawada-San is a friendly Japanese lady. Around her early 40s i guess. She's good. And being Japanese, mostly are good haha. She thought we cant understand her English, keep asking Shuna explain. But infact, i do understand, since i always watch Japanese stuff and even know some basic Japanese. Problems lies with LJ haha. He dont really understand. But luckily he still can cope with it. Gambatte on our work~ Gonna learn new stuff for sure =) Labels: Work
Ok, today i had been thinking whether to stick to Cass or go back Aquila. LJ said he will play Aquila morning while Cass in late afternoon. Since Cass got more people online once the people school ends. So hmm, where should I go? I actually wanted to go Aquila. So much funds there and such. High lvl too. But no people online, alone = Sian. Then i went in Cass for awhile just, and i got the motivation to train my Cleric back once again! YEAH! =) So, for now. I will stick to Cass, till im bored of it or what. Shall see. <3 Labels: Maple
So of my friends around is kinda making fun of me and certain someone recently. Yeah, i must admit, i liked her.. Dont ask when. Cause I myself dont even really know.. Im someone who is very sensitive towards feeling, and I do love the feeling.. Though she didnt accept. I will still continue this. Just hope she wont find me a nuisance. I knew she wont read this blog. But all I can say, I had really fallen for her.. Dont ask me why.. A why question towards feeling is ALWAYS difficult to answer.. And i dont know how to answer as well. I just hope, i do stand a chance. Even a single bit of chance. I know i might not be those type of guys you liked, but i dont know.. Cause what you stated, is actually what I am in the past.. Maybe now grow up le.. Thinking starting to change. But deep inside me, though im childish and being real lame at times, ( I know this =) ) but i treat relationships seriously.. This for once i can swear. I dont make fun of these type of stuff, neither do i wanna make fun of it.. Even though i dont really have any "link" or "involvement" which will make me closer to you, or let you know me more. I know im a nobody to you or in no position to say all these.. But I just hope 1 day. You will finally accept me.. I WILL await this day.. Labels: Emo
Okay, just on Tuesday. We decided to return to MapleSEA Aquila world. So me and LJ will be back there. And i suggest we should like every end of the day, take a SS of the drops we found. As a memorial and some motivation. Cheers~ Labels: Maple
Yesterday went for interview. Hmm so here's the details.
* Meet Shuna at the bus stop near the causeway near my house @ 1.45.
* LJ and Jessie met at their area and called us to board the bus when its arriving.
* Reach taka, went toilet first. Then went to the flower shop.
* Her boss come out greeted us, hand us forms to fill.
* Taka manager came, brought us to their meeting room for further form filling.
* He brought us for a short orientation, informing us the DO and DONT.
* Went back to the shop and the boss assign us our first time slot.
* It will be Sat, morning for me, LJ and Ting. Since we got our pass on Fri.
* Jessie and Shuna actually will be @ afternoon shift.
* But Ting lateron changed with Shuna, since she's needed.
* Went for our "Lunch". Dinner for me at the Ajisan Ramen restaurant.
* Went to Kinokuniya, wanted to buy Shakugan no Shana book but no more book 1. So gotta wait.
* Then we went to walk around Orchard area.
* Board bus went back Plaza.
* Met up with Ailena and WX and one of their friend.
* They ate MAC i ate MACFlurry.
* Then went up Comic Connection. Chatting all along, love the accompany by friends.
* They kept making fun of me with someone, and WX and another someone.
* Went home, i reached around 9pm. Just nice for Golden Path.
* Sms with her awhile, then went to bed le. Too tired. These few days keep hardly have enough sleep, then morning downstair my floor, they making toilet. Keep drilling at 8am. But miracle is that, I can continue sleep with all the noise. Guess im really that damn tired.
First of all. HAPPY NEW YEAR to all!
Brand new year, time for a new start! Forget the unhappy past and live forward a happy future~ For me, im gonna ditch my attitude problem for sure. And i will strive towards it =). Brand new year, lets see got any new love =X Hard la haha. But oh well, i believe everything gotta depend on fate. So cant expect much. Im gonna change my attitude, which i think and hope i really can. Though brand new year, i hope i still can have my friends like usual. True ones that is. 2008, 18 years old for me le. The "Matured" age. =\ Too fast le. Hais. Lol. Gotta get a new life~ Tomorrow going for flower shop interview and Taka~ Must have think guys working at flower shops are weird or gayish ya? I dont think so. Its just brave for that guy to dare work in there. For me, i wanna gain some experience and learn some new stuff there. And since the boss is a Japanese, im gonna learn some Japanese from her as well =) Tomorrow will be going with LJ and Jessie for interview, accompanied by Shu Na. Ting Ting gonna work @ 1pm. So she cant meet up with us. Interview time is 2.30pm. Hmm. Tomorrow people school reopen, we go start interview. Ahaha. Wish myself luck bah. I dont wanna halfway give up or tired and get bored of the job like the waiter one. /gg