These few days. Kinda no mood to do stuff. Maybe love sick struck once again? Haha. Maybe. Its been like thinking of her everyday, every moments, every minutes and seconds. Missed those days with her. How I long for her again. I can life on the outside of me that I dont miss her anymore. But its all but just a cover up for my sadness deep down in my heart. My time in my heart actually stopped at that time when we are seperated. To say the truth, I DID not move on. Unlike you, might have already done so. My time is stucked. And till when? I dont know. I just wish to step out of this and make my time moves again. No one but only you can do so. I tried my best to change. My friends around me are all changing. Some turned cheerful, some turned matured. But me? Though change outta some of the bad points. The one thing still remains the same throughout all this time, I still truly love you. Due to my blurness and dumbness, I missed the change in the past. And now, im trying hard to achieve it back what I had lost. I've waited, and will wait on. Maybe you wont read this at all. But this will just be kept a memorial for myself. The deep love i had for you left a deep scar unhealable in my heart. Asking me to move on and like someone else? Yeah sure it might happen, but when? I dont know. And I wont bother to look forward to it. Since the love I had for you was true one and a VERY deep one. Might wanna say, I can go like others. Yeah I could have. But the like will not be able to compare to the deep love I had for you. Asking me to forget about this all, its seriously impossible. By saying I will, its just a lie. To you, and to myself.
This post might sound emo, but Im not emo-ing. Just kinda sad now. Can even feel the tears coiling up around my eyes. I promised you I will change and think positive. Thats what im doing now. Awaiting for the day of being love and getting loved. Though it might not happen, still, I tried.
Kelvin aka Shao
GPA 3.5 above
[[ The Wives ]]
kairi [kingdom hearts]
[[ The Mage Power ]]
Roy Kelvin Sufyan
[[ The Related ]]
bryan [kor]
[[ The Memories ]]
January 2005
[[ The Clock ]]
18+
1.75m / 55kg
ITE West Dover : Info Tech
<3 NEKO!
<3 <3 <3 SHANA!!!
<3 Strawberry ^^
<3 Bitter Choco =)
<3 Mint~
<3 Sad and Emo Songs [Classical / Oldies]
WoW ShadowSong : NekoShana
PSP : Metallic Blue
NDS : Metallic Pink
[[ The Wishlist ]]
To find a gal I truly love <3
To be with the gal I love
Success in everything
Gaming stuff
Able to master WoW Mage class ^^
nagato yuki [melancholy of haruhi suzumiya]
rikku [final fantasy X]
yuffie [final fantasy VII]
millia rage [guilty gear]
primula [shuffle!]
illyasviel von einzbern / ilya [fate/stay night]
natsuki [mai-hime]
shana [shakugan no shana]
fate testarossa [magical girl lyrical nanoha]
toda erika / misa [deathnote]
kari [digimon]
shiki [the world ends with you]
HER!
amanda [jie]
wenhui [jie]
daphne [jie]
edelyn [jie]
shuna [mei]
wanxin [mei]
xiuwen [mei]
xianzhen [mei]
xinyu [mei]
peixuan [mei]
kaichi [mei]
meilian [mei]
huili [mei]
maki-chan [didi]
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ailena
bryan -kor-
carina
cerenna
chwee kok
clarissa
darius
dan
daniel
diya
edward
felicia
fildza
iris
jessie
jie ting
jian zong
jocelyn
jun chang
jun ru
li jiang -cockroach-
ling jia
maki-chan -didi-
mas
mr eddy
mr ken ng
mr leroy sng
mr royston lee
mr yong
ms shawna
ms wong
patrick
pei xuan -mei-
peter
sandy -special one-
sharon au
shikin
shu na
sin yu
ski
sofie
ting ting -gal gal-
tom
tony
venessa
weely -mei-
wee xiang
wei ze
wen hui -jie-
xian zhen -mei-
xin yu -mei-
xiu wen -mei-
yan ling
zhen chuan
[[ Don't talk crap, it's fucking rude ]]
These few days. Kinda no mood to do stuff. Maybe love sick struck once again? Haha. Maybe. Its been like thinking of her everyday, every moments, every minutes and seconds. Missed those days with her. How I long for her again. I can life on the outside of me that I dont miss her anymore. But its all but just a cover up for my sadness deep down in my heart. My time in my heart actually stopped at that time when we are seperated. To say the truth, I DID not move on. Unlike you, might have already done so. My time is stucked. And till when? I dont know. I just wish to step out of this and make my time moves again. No one but only you can do so. I tried my best to change. My friends around me are all changing. Some turned cheerful, some turned matured. But me? Though change outta some of the bad points. The one thing still remains the same throughout all this time, I still truly love you. Due to my blurness and dumbness, I missed the change in the past. And now, im trying hard to achieve it back what I had lost. I've waited, and will wait on. Maybe you wont read this at all. But this will just be kept a memorial for myself. The deep love i had for you left a deep scar unhealable in my heart. Asking me to move on and like someone else? Yeah sure it might happen, but when? I dont know. And I wont bother to look forward to it. Since the love I had for you was true one and a VERY deep one. Might wanna say, I can go like others. Yeah I could have. But the like will not be able to compare to the deep love I had for you. Asking me to forget about this all, its seriously impossible. By saying I will, its just a lie. To you, and to myself.
This post might sound emo, but Im not emo-ing. Just kinda sad now. Can even feel the tears coiling up around my eyes. I promised you I will change and think positive. Thats what im doing now. Awaiting for the day of being love and getting loved. Though it might not happen, still, I tried.