Monday, December 17, 2007

Haish.

Its been over 2 months since i broke up with her.. Even now, the feeling of hurt is still there =\ It hurts, and im not gonna whine over it. Its just part of life, and we are suppose to manage it and pass it. Endure the pain and move on. Sadly, people around me, keep mentioning her name. Its not that i hated that name.. But once the name being mentioned, it just hurt.. Even god is making fun. Wherever i go, i saw her name.. Maybe in some posters which advertise donno what de. And even a hacked pokemon version. They named it her name. "Iris" Her name is nice i know. Kinda ancient kinda of feeling. =\ I just hope, the feeling of feeling hurt will be gone, upon seeing or hearing her name. The memories of when with her keep flashing back when she's mention. Can i ask a favour of everyone of you, DO NOT mention her name anymore again.. What's past let it be past. I dont wanna remember any of those memories which hurts. Thanks.

Anyway, nowadays always in maple. Got dragged to Cassiopeia by LJ~ Then now im playing a cleric in there. Bought a-cash to beautify my character. Haha, i always do that to all of my chars which i played. And as usual, the kawaii style! Joined a guild created by the GBs gang. Then today kena asked to shut and got scolded for caring. By Jos =.=" She got problems, showing attitude i understand. Or maybe PMS mode. But.. She scolded those who cared for her, over her breaking up? Its like wtf lo. I came Cass planning not to show ANY attitude. And now she just pushed me to my limits. And im back to the ATTP style. Oh well. Dont wanna talk about anything unhappy. Seeing that she's my friend ex. I shan't say anymore. But her attitude seriously sucks la.. Then she even complain about my ex, ya her, of pro flirt. She herself is like not much better lo? My friend sacrifice so much for her, and she treat him like what? Dirt? As an outsider, see le also pissed off la. Seriously.

Here's a SS of my char now anyway.

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|7:54:00 PM|


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