After yesterday stuff, im having mixed feelings over and over again. She said she's giving another chance and try out.. Though im happy hearing this, but im also sad. Sad that she treat this so technically by saying a chance.. Giving a chance its just like giving a body without heart.. Unless she can overcome the stress and show the feeling out, dont lock me outside of her heart like all this while, then im sure it will be a good one. The chance wont be wasted. My heart had already sort of given up hope yesterday le. Cant blame, since the impact is a big one.. I tried to maintain a peace mood and try talk things into her.. I know she's stress, i am too. But now she's giving this chance, no matter what im going to do my best. Ending results? Most probably a failure. Since her heart had already given up on this, just that she she bu de. I just really hope if she's willing to give this chance, then she should open up her heart to me, let me share her pain and understand her more. And show some love.. And not just like giving a chance but still so cold. It takes time i know, but time is running out.. Real fast..
What a way to pass this 3 months between us. Hais.
Anyway, Happy 3 months bah. I know this is not of any significant use le. But oh well. Thanks for those who cared anyway ^^ <3 Going for interview later soon le. At donno which kuku Water Front hotel at Tiong Bahru area. Going with LJ and Suf, LJ Godsis work there liao, then ask LJ along, then he asked me along, i asked Suf haha. Chain combo. Anyway, wish me luck bah XD Gonna be stress and tired if start working. But im going to leech some experience for future usage ^^
Kelvin aka Shao
GPA 3.5 above
[[ The Wives ]]
kairi [kingdom hearts]
[[ The Mage Power ]]
Roy Kelvin Sufyan
[[ The Related ]]
bryan [kor]
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January 2005
[[ The Clock ]]
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1.75m / 55kg
ITE West Dover : Info Tech
<3 NEKO!
<3 <3 <3 SHANA!!!
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<3 Mint~
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[[ Don't talk crap, it's fucking rude ]]
After yesterday stuff, im having mixed feelings over and over again. She said she's giving another chance and try out.. Though im happy hearing this, but im also sad. Sad that she treat this so technically by saying a chance.. Giving a chance its just like giving a body without heart.. Unless she can overcome the stress and show the feeling out, dont lock me outside of her heart like all this while, then im sure it will be a good one. The chance wont be wasted. My heart had already sort of given up hope yesterday le. Cant blame, since the impact is a big one.. I tried to maintain a peace mood and try talk things into her.. I know she's stress, i am too. But now she's giving this chance, no matter what im going to do my best. Ending results? Most probably a failure. Since her heart had already given up on this, just that she she bu de. I just really hope if she's willing to give this chance, then she should open up her heart to me, let me share her pain and understand her more. And show some love.. And not just like giving a chance but still so cold. It takes time i know, but time is running out.. Real fast..
What a way to pass this 3 months between us. Hais.
Anyway, Happy 3 months bah. I know this is not of any significant use le. But oh well. Thanks for those who cared anyway ^^ <3 Going for interview later soon le. At donno which kuku Water Front hotel at Tiong Bahru area. Going with LJ and Suf, LJ Godsis work there liao, then ask LJ along, then he asked me along, i asked Suf haha. Chain combo. Anyway, wish me luck bah XD Gonna be stress and tired if start working. But im going to leech some experience for future usage ^^