Sunday, November 11, 2007

Argh. Is hope there?

Firstly, read this if you dont mind emo-ism. Here goes. This weekend really turn me REAL emo. Hais. Firstly her.. She got a new job, 5pm-12am. Worry me enough le. Then see her always so stress and pain me.. But this is not the main point bah.. She still didnt treat me as first in her heart.. That time was studies earning the first place. Now job.. Hais, guess im really not worth anything. Maybe after she starts her job, we will slowly drift apart. No longer that close and sweet. Might not even be stead status anymore. Then if we move on to poly, different one i guess. Since she wanna go SP so her cousin can look after her while i go NP. Knowing more guys she might just fall for others. And i might not even know. I know this is all about trust. But worries always come no matter how much we trust. It will definitely hurt even more. And if she didnt make it to poly, she's gonna emigrate to LA to live with her aunt. This is even worse? Hais. Sometimes i really think should i give up? Since the future aint that bright.. And her heart i guess dont really have me fully yet.. Hais. Maybe i think too much, but this is what i fear of. Second, friends. I hated friends. HATE! Im so gonna trust noone from now onwards man. That time we kinda agree to get job together le. Ending -?- go interview without telling me. Its still okay la. Since im used to being left out le. And maybe it reaches my limit le bah.. Cant stand it anymore. Its just like 2 years ago. That case with my ex-classmates. ARGH. Life sucks. After listening to radio just now, it talks about low tide and high tide of life. And must have durability and stay strong during low. Believe in hope. Now i was wondering, is hope even there?

PS. Looking at the elderly, i really pei fu them for staying strong for so long.

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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