Thursday, November 01, 2007

4 more days. 5 more papers.

Encounting the days remaining. Mix feelings. Hais. Happy being finally over. Scared being the chances of going Poly is not high. Sad being the day of seperating with friends and maybe even her is getting closer. =( Seriously. These are haunting me day and night. Making me emo all over it. Seriously, tears will flow down from my eyes if im those more soft hearted people. After all these years, i had suffered lots. So maybe the "cold" heart of mine prevent me from crying out. She finally got back her net le. She's also into gaming. Thinking of the day, seriously sad.. Seperating is kinda a fate to face. Dont ask why. Cause she treats study more important than me. So if anything goes wrong. Yeah. =\ For my case, im always kinda carefree. But best hope is able to promote to Poly. The course i wanted. * Though i dont know what course i wanted * Just need to see the list of courses available for me, then i will want it. How i wish fate wont always be that cruel. Hais. Just wanna stay together with her forever. Though nothing is happening between us, but i always have a strong feeling towards stuff. So i planned ahead, alot more than anyone will. This is me since young i guess. Even when im in Pri, i thought of death. As in natural of old age, not suicide. =\ Guess thats why online, people usually thought im 18+ when im just around 10.

~ Wish fate would just be nice. Let me be with her forever. Preventing anything from happening.. Nothing bad at all.. ~

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|6:49:00 PM|

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